True friends??

Yesterday was Saturday. In the morning till evening, I kept struggling for my investigative study. However, it is still not yet completely done. Haiz...

At night, I thought can relax abit since I felt damn dull sitting on a chair for the whole day. While doing hw that time, I kept thinking at night can go bbq in my friend's house. "Ring, ring", my phone rung. BBQ has been cancelled. My heart almost wanted to drop out when seeing the msg. I felt disappointed because they just cancel it off in the last minute. What sort of planning is that? If I am the organiser, I would rather punish myself.

Since BBQ has cancelled, I invited Qiu Yi to yam cha. We went to Ba Wei there have a sip of cold drink. I felt relax when chatting with her. We kept chatting till forgotten to order the drink. LOL.


After that, here come the bunch of so call "united" friends. I felt weird why they came together. They said the bbq cancelled cos no one wanted bbq. Thus they gather themselves in other places. When I heard my heart sinked down low.

What sort of friends I have? Why most of them just think of themselves and isolate some of them? Are they really your true friends or just apparently be friend with you but on the other hand they have no intention to make friends with you. Just FAKING. Where are my true friends? This is a big question mark I have since ever I was in primary school. I felt deeply hurt cause I always put priority on my friends.

No matter how, life is full of challenges waiting for me to explore and conquer my fear. You have did it, well done!