One piece. One love. One smile. One joy.

Just feel like blogging. Have not been taking much good pictures recently as my baby is sleeping soundly in his bag and I don’t really have the time to touch it.

Well a quick updates before I head to bed.

Have been really busy with my studies. Endless assignments and exams. After that, I thought I could have at least one week of holiday = free from journals, thesis works, but don’t think it’s quite possible right now. Still have a lot of things to catch up T__T anyhow, jiayou!

The major change is not solely my hair but there are some other things too. Well, first of all, yes I chopped my hair as I wanted to have a new start, chasing all the bad luck away! LOL no la. I wanted to have a neater appearance. I told the barber (my friend) to cut it till shoulder length mana tau she cut more than that. When she was cutting my hair, I couldn’t see the mirror as I was sitting on a short chair. I got a real shocked seeing myself after the hair cut, but somehow, quite like the length. It reminded the Chanwa-ian of me having super short hair.

Another major change is I move to a new house. I always wanted to stay in a homestay house and now my dream comes true bye bye to my beloved old room. My landlord and her daughter are super cute and friendly. She also very helpful and considerate. Thanks for the blanket, the mattress, the queen size bed, the advices, the big smile and a kind hearted heart.

A friend of mine came from Msia to do some intern works. We met up with her colleague and brought them sightseeing around Southbank.

Attended my friend’s birthday bbq @ a park awesome memory!

Badminton session is always on *not really for now* every Monday since 2 years ago. Sadly, our badminton kakis are getting lesser and lesser T__T

 

See u all in Msia soon missssssssssss u !

My orange bag and racquet. Coincidently, my Raleigh shirt is also orange color

Self made cards for two pretties

Asian needs Asian food

A duck keluarga chilling at the fountain. So cuteeee!

Xian Yu Xian opened in Brisbane. JOY!

Where is MY MAN?

Enjoying the beauty of nature when walking home alone

Last but not least, snacks are essential during study week. Say HELLO to HELLO PANDA!

Aw, I miss my blog. miss blogging. miss taking pictures. miss talking to someone. miss sleeping!

y u no tell me it’s December already?

bye~

Ancient

After a few more years, or a decade or so, we or our future generation might not be able to see the “ancient” style of food selling. I myself used to buy food/drinks from them as depicted from the pic below as an example. Or, they were people actually riding bicycle with whole loads of junk food and cold drinks attached to the bicycle, shouting “food&drink for sale”at the neighborhood.  When I was at home in this Summer, I couldn’t hear that familiar voice anymore. I wonder where is she now? no more junk foods for sale where I could just walk out from my comfort home in few seconds.

 

Someone said we should adapt the changes towards a more modern world. I partly agree but still, if this kind of culture doesn’t exist anymore, our future generation would just learn from pictures, books or nowadays we like to go to those commercialized restaurants such as Pappa Roti, Kopitiam, etc which serve food that are quite similar to those selling on the road side or from the old coffee shops.

 

Personally, I like to “simply” eat. Well, my simply doesn’t mean junk foods. It means food that could be delicious but it is served at either at the road side or in an old coffee house. Normally, we could see old folks who are the waiters/waitresses who work in the old coffee house. Seeing them getting aged, and wondering would their kids follow their footsteps?

Some food is just simply delicious. If you ask me where to dine, I would say let’s eat in “mamak” style. Cincai but yummy!

03022012

Without actually realizing, time passes fast. Sekelip mata lagi, I would be flying back to Australia which is kinda sad yet exciting. This year would be a tough year for me not only on my studies but also about my time management on other stuffs. Hopefully everything will end up well & of course I can’t wait till the end of the year to arrive. Well, stop dreaming about the future, shall focus more on the current matters. Do bits by bits, keep fit, eat healthily and what else? Enjoy every single moment with everyone

^^ 2012 would be a great year to be remembered!

It’s like the old times

Just a rambling post. Nothing special either. Lately have been actively helping out my parents cleaning up the house and did some house chores. Don’t know why I just like to do house chores right now, somehow it makes me concentrate more on my works rather than thinking nonsense which is good!

Meeting with old friends is a great thing to talk about. Being able to talk whatever we want plus mesmerizing the good old times are more precious compared to anything else such as instead of saying hi and bye to someone you might forget eventually. Having friends who still keep in touch for you are GOLD I could say, even after 10 years, we are still good friends like how we used to be. I do cherish every moment with all of you though it makes us feel old somehow. We talked like old times. at the same time realizing that we have actually gone to another stage of the centuries. Few more years ahead, it would be the times where we would receive a lot of “red” invitation or attending someone’s punya kids punya birthday, etc. Time flies, all I could say is yes time flies. We have no clue what would happen next. Cherish the old times as well as cherish the time we spend together talking, laughing, sharing, kidding, criticizing, helping each other, doing some crazy stunts, etc. That’s what a good friend does. No?

Peacefully gone

Few more days before heading back to tanah airku. Unfortunately, my grandpa passed away peacefully before I am able to meet him in person. He just turned 91 today and it is his birthday too. He was a wise man, a dedicated teacher and a caring grandpa. I always hoping to go home early so that I have a chance to spend time with him, however expansive air ticket has deterred me to do so. Sadly to know that he has left us now for good. I do believe it’s a good thing as my grandma surely would be happy to meet him in the heaven. Hopefully both of them live happily ever after. Thanks Grandpa for everything you have done for us. I still remember I learnt Chinese chess from him and many other stuffs. Sometimes, he was so willing to share his stories such as what was he doing during WWWI, British colony period, Merdeka, etc.

Grandpa, you are always my dearest loving grandpa. The most significant memory I have of you was you were standing behind the door looking at me leaving for Australia last year. It was touching yet saddening to look at your expression.

R.I.P

Love,

Granddaughter

nom nom nom

A friend of mine posted up a picture with a long description.

I started reading as the first few sentences had captured my attention. The more I read, the more interesting I thought.

Somehow, the sentences are very true for me. I doubt that it might related to my horoscope. Anyhow, no one is perfect. If a girl can find a guy who accepts who she is, likes her heartedly, isn’t it awesome? Of course, this is not about a one way street. It should be 2 ways + give & take + mutual understandings.

Everything is a knowledge. The more you fall, the more you learn. Hopefully throughout this year, what would I learn could change the perceptions of my life. Be strong gal!

她其实有点懒 喜欢赖床
她其实不太乖 喜欢捣蛋

她在陌生人面前会很安静很冷漠
在熟人面前却很放肆很霸道
并喜欢没形象的哈哈大笑
不要认为她很粗鲁
她只是很单纯的认为
大家打打闹闹骂骂笑笑
表示更亲切更不分你我

她独立也好强
她宁愿忍受太多的寂寞和痛苦
也不愿意向别人提起
她也会偶尔的忧郁
朋友问她怎么了
她也只会说没事

其实……
她只是感觉累了
她只是需要一个拥抱
其实骨子里
渴望有一个避风港湾
让她去依靠
但她不会承认

她必须确定
那个人是否可以承受得了这一切
承受她的撒娇 她的无理取闹
她的倔强 她的悲观
她所有的性格缺陷
且永远不离不弃

只有这样
她才放心
放心去继续做自己
不会害怕有一天将要面对失去

如果没有
那么她只好继续寂寞和孤独
她对爱情没有安全感
也不会给别人安全感
她爱不起更怕伤害

她失恋的时候
会在别人面前装的很好
大声的笑 放声的闹
当姐妹心疼的说：
“你没事吧?”
她会放下她所有的骄傲
趴到姐妹怀里哭
哭完了苦笑一声：
“没想到我还会为一个男人哭”

她从来不会在情人面前大声哭泣
除非她真的崩溃了
即使在你爱着她的时候
她也会胡思乱想让自己悲伤
如果你看到她的眼泪
请相信这绝不是她在博取同情
这是内心骄傲的女子不得己的场景

她想对你负责
同时也希望你对她负责
对自己的过去和未来负责
但请你不要轻易给她承诺和誓言
她很难相信
即使她很难相信
但她还是会选择等待

若她喜欢上你
请你不要在她的世界里消失
她没有更多的要求
不会打扰你的生活
她只是想静静的看着你
当你的观众
仅此而已

她的伤初始浓烈似酒
很快就会变为一杯水
却让水渗入生活成为点点滴滴
她选择在其中淡定
在其中沉默和内伤

她就是这样
强势 霸道 任性
不会讨人欢心
死要面子
她爱朋友多过你

她善变
最耐不住寂寞
却又喜欢假惺惺的
让自己一个人呆着

有时候她又充满阳光的气息
爱笑爱说话
活蹦乱跳 可爱迷人
她很自私
只愿意与人同甘
不愿意让别人跟她共苦

她习惯在人前表现的很坚强
一副大女子主义的模样
她会想
遇到真正懂她爱她宠她的人
她就一定会很安静
心甘情愿的安静下来
不烦不闹 按时吃饭睡觉
按时做一切
能安心和他一起做的事情

她从不轻言爱
她的爱很沉默
那并非是因为她缺少那份勇气
在她的心里有一道栅栏
那就是自尊
她看得比生命更尊贵的自尊
她会在真正爱她的人面前
卸掉所有的盔甲和伪装
做个幸福的小女人

她不要求你要做什么
不会无理取闹要你陪着她
她有自己的生活
她给你空间
因为她也需要空间

她在你面前永远性感调皮
偶尔撒撒娇
跟你玩陌生人的游戏
在你的朋友面前从来大方得体
微笑的依偎在你身边

她不让你给她买这买那
但是心里却会为你私自买给她的礼物
而暗自开心
因为女人觉得那是你的宠爱

她在意的是你的心
你若真心
她必然实意
最起码
你表现的真心
能让她感觉得到

这样的她
只有懂她的人才会得到她的好
如果你没有绝对的真心
请别爱她
因为她最怕没安全感
害怕失去平衡

U know it’s time

Wohoo, changed my layout after letting it die by itself for months. Frankly, I dislike my old layout but I don’t have the time to change a new one. Now, since blogger has become more advance and convenience, it requires only a few minutes to select a new template and customize the layout thinggy which you prefer.

It’s 2012 now. wohoo! actually I am more excited for 12.12.12 isn’t it beautiful to have such numbers especially when someone birthday falls exactly on that day? Alright, in order to gracefully celebrating someone birthday on that day, here is my promise. To study hard, learn wise, manage carefully & think thoughtfully throughout the year at least. NO MORE SLACKING. if not, worst case scenario would be appearing in my life and that would be utterly sucks.

To be honest, I can’t wait to be at home. To spend time with my family, my grandpa, my cousins, my closed friends, my violin, my piano and everyone that is important to me. Isn’t it a redundant statement for you? LOL Anyhow, time flies now please but stop at the 1 month period when I am back in Malaysia plssssss. I beg you!

Nite world!

Happy New Year folks!

New Year resolutions

2012 is approaching, it gonna be a great year by just looking at the numbers itself – 12, my lucky number xD. What are your New Year resolutions?

Here is a short list of my resolutions. Wouldn’t be long I promise : p

* venture into the nature again

* buy a new dslr which has video recording feature

* get myself a 2012 diary (urgently needed)

* be more hardworking? no more slacking as things gonna be more challenging.

* find a nice accommodation to settle down

* become more confident and brave

* take good care of myself & others

* learn to cook more new recipes

* sit on a cliff

I was so worried when my friend trying to sit right on the cliff. She was truly a dare devil. Could I overcome the phobia? haha

that’s all I guess for now. Appreciating everything I have and try my very best to be a better person too.

rattle

planning to write a short post before I go to the bed. just wanna say my sista is here with me in Australia xD

Do you want to know what we have done for the first day alone? We slept a lot seriously. My eyes were almost shut when I drove back from GC to Bne. As usual, I need more rest but planning stuffs seem  to take much of my beauty time.

Besides, I am coming back to Malaysia soon, which is before Cny. the exact date? well, still pending! I hope to spend every moment with all my awesome family members and old friends who have lost contacted nearly a year or even more.

I can’t believe now I am at the edge of deciding between jobs & studies. what should I do next? many questions arose yet I have no complete answers. But for sure, my heart belonged to all my loved ones and awesome close friends. can’t wait to see all of u again!

alright, shall sleep before thinking way too much. what to do next is to smile for a brighter future.

I have graduated

Aloha my long lost friend, it’s time to blog something interesting! Gonna blog about an important moment of my life which is my GRADUATION DAY : )

After studying hard for 3 years in Australia, it’s kinda hard to bid goodbye to my Bachelor degree years after having gone through a lot of stuffs; I mean happiness, bitterness, rojak feelings, etc throughout the years. It is totally a wide opener to be able to see/learn/touch many things that not everyone is able to do. Besides, having different genre of friends have truly taught me on how to be more independent and sociable. I enjoyed every moment talking/partying with them. Other than that, joining tzu chi, chung tian, Malaysia society, choir have made my stay in Australia livelier and more meaningful. It’s not wholly about learning new stuffs, being able to make great friends is good enough to make me satisfy with what I have right now. Thanks everyone who has given me much guidance especially my lovely housemates, neighbours and new friends. You guys are mad awesome!

Alright, shall straight to photo bombing session. Excuse my poor language as I think I am still tired from being a tour guide and driver continually for the past few weeks. but everything is worthwhile and I am glad that my parents and friends enjoyed their stays : )

*****

The night before my graduation, I actually felt nervous for no reason. Perhaps the sole reason was I was worried I would fall off from the stage while walking towards the chancellor =.= yeah, it’s kinda lame I know. Anyhow, without having any make up and fancy dress (wore my old clothes), I was ready to accept the fact that I had graduated from bachelor of Commerce.

With my great housemate ever and awesome friend ever

Trying to tempt the duck to come near me

 

I like this pic

The most important pic taken on that day  

thanks papa and mummy for being my great mentors throughout the years and always have much faith and trust on me. I wouldn’t let you guys disappointed & will try to make up my mind on what I wanna do next asap

 

Last but not least, wanna thanks a few awesome photographers aka great friends plus papa for taking awesome shots of my friends and myself on that day. Terima Kasih banyak2.

More pics will be uploaded in fb. have a great day everyone!

L.L

Gonna use these few minutes to write a post while waiting my friend to fetch me for brekkie. It’s great to wake up every morning especially when the weather is refreshing and not too warm.

Another few more hours my parents will land on this down under. I can’t wait to give them a big hug, should I give them some small surprises? hmmm… will see.

After brekkie, the first thing I should do when I come back is to clean up my room! gosh, time constraint, always do things last minute. but then, sometime does pay off.

life is short, appreciate everyone you have. complaint less, love life <3