Unbelievable sad news

Since yesterday, my mind was distracted with an unbelievable news which was happened to my friends' friend and family members. I only got to know this tragic car accident when most of my friends were updating it in fb status. Although he was not virtually my friend but I did see him sometimes in Ridzuan condo where I used to lived when I was studying in Taylor.

This news deeply saddened me. When I knew the whole story behind the tragedy, I was astonished. Not only 1 victim who was involved but 5 in total gone in a blink of eyes. Quickly, I called my dad to ascertain the truth. True enough that life's unpredictable and full of surprises. Anything can be happened at the very next hour, minutes or even seconds. Do appreciate every moment you have.


This is a song which was sang and played by Joash himself for my friends who stayed in Ridzuan condo previously.




Let's continue to pray for the 3 survivors to hold on and be strong.
R.I.P Joash, a talented guy and his family members. You will always be remembered.

My friends, cheers.

In Loving Memories of Joash Wee and Family

Greed vs Life

See what greedy human being have done to the mother nature recently.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

  

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The earth is seriously sick now. Flash flood, earthquake, landslides are happening almost everywhere. Back to the main point, who is the main culprit behind the scenes?

 

I would like to share a link with you if you would like to know what’s really happening to countries like Poland, Jacob, etc NOW

Click HERE (can’t embedded it. It’s taken from facebook, no worries, it’s not virus)

 

Cheers ^^

 

p/s: Pictures credit to all the wonderful photographers who took the pics.

Creepy revolution

I am suppose to sleep now but something intrigues me not to sleep =x] The weather here is getting colder and sometimes I could feel my legs are numb & it making me feeling restless. Study study is what I can think about but I seem to slack a lot, REAL LOTS or perhaps feeling too relax. Anyhow, will try to do my best =D

I have been thinking of finding a job for quite some time. Guess that it’s time to take action rather than just saying. The purpose is not on earning side income but just to gain some experiences. People always have the negative mindset & assumptions on the position of a job such as a toilet cleaner. They assume these people are too poor or having limited education inputs. Does anyone thought about gaining external knowledge? For example, by taking up the job, later on, you would be skilled on cleaning the toilet bowl, mopping the floor, etc What about soft skill? A waiter often interacts with customers & this kind of soft skill it’s hard to gain at indoor classroom, isn’t it?

Today I attended a resume writing workshop. We have been told with one meaningful, awaken sentence, “don’t expect once you are graduated, you will find a job that suit you without any working experiences beforehand.” This world is unfair, isn’t it? It doesn’t matter how smart you are, if you can’t fulfill all the requirements of being a rounded person, you will lose some chance on getting the job. Besides, it doesn’t matter the job is not compatible with your field of study, as in the end, there must have some transferable skills that can be used in your future careers. Well time management, stress management, customer relationship skill, communication, problem-solving, team-work, leadership, etc are the qualities that one might gain from working or involving in volunteering or clubs activities & events.

I am not ready for internship, but I am keen on being a waitress. Actually have been thinking of getting a waitress job back in Msia but due to time constraint, I changed my mind. Hmm.. lemme think & yet to decide.

I couldn’t believe earthquake strikes China this time with 6.9 or 7.1 magnitude. There were lots of people got killed from this incidents, people who are having severe injuries, people who still stuck under the rubble, and people who have just lost their sweet home. This event is devastating & scary as natural disasters are happening quite frequent everywhere. Is this a warning to human beings? What should we do? What should we do? Where should we escape to? Stop thinking about escaping from the facts, everyone’s life is valuable, instead of escaping to save owns life, is there any prevention or solutions to every matter?

How about 1M 1C 1M 1I? united or messy? peaceful or havoc? disaster or disaster free? hot or hotter?

Those merely my thoughts.

 

Good night =D

 

p/s: The world is really small & I feel connected to everyone of you. That’s miracle :)

 

peace~

My New Love

I almost wanna faint once I was informed aware that many things were coming up to me.

This Week

Thurs – Full rehearsal with Kelvin Grove Wind Orchestra, Pictures sorting for Commercial purposes

Fri - Pictures editing for client, Meeting and have dinner with a friend

Sat - Road trip

Sun - Tree planting activity, Attending Multicultural Fiesta

Next week

Mon-Tue – Pictures sorting and editing

Wed - Blood donation, Choir rehearsal

Thurs - Full dress rehearsal

Fri - Photo editing, practice vocal

Sat - Concert, Tzu Chi 静思语二十周年

First time taking up commercial photographing which was invited by one of my friends. Kinda dunno what to do at first. Hopefully what I have snapped would be alright =S

Argh…. Freaking high pitch tunes plus tongue-tied Latin pronunciation really driving me crazy T_T

Argh…. My concert and Tzu Chi 20th anniversary of Jing-Si Aphorisms crash at the same day. I think I would become a superman flying here and there again =.=

The only saviour is my new love. Thanks to him for bringing me sweetness and happiness. Love you much ^^

TADAH

My new love ♥

鸡生雷雷

Well, today it was my turn to cook for my housemates and myself. I always wanting to create new recipes but whenever it comes to hands on, I am damn lazy to start the engine off. So, till now, all of the dishes that I have cooked were quite simple but of course there were eatable =.=

We have never cooked porridge so far. So, I decided to cook porridge today and it was my first time on cooking porridge. wtf. You might think, chey, porridge only mar, so easy. But for me as a first timer cooking it, I felt proud of myself *wink wink*.

I used not more than 1 hour to have everything done including cooking the rice, washing all the utensils and cleaning up the mess. Below pics were the dishes of the day. Perhaps it might not look tempting for you, but believe me, it is delicious =)

When frying the peanuts and ikan bilis, I wanted to eat Nasi Lemak badly. May be next week? Well, I cut cucumbers as well as they have antioxidant function which can balance out with the fried food.

The Sea Dou Fish was tinned food. Well, I kept looking at my own breakfast corn flakes and thinking on what could I do with that in order to reduce it. I love experimenting new stuffs =) . Hence, I put the corn flakes onto the pan and added honey, Nutella and cheese together. My friends said they liked it alot ^^ Yeah, satisfaction =D

Well, I have no idea how to cook porridge at all but just trying out cooking under the stove rather than using rice cooker. I added hapalang ingredients which included peanuts, onion, chicken and some sauces into it. Overall, I like the taste =)

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Well, my main purpose of this post is not about food =?

Every now and then, I saw posts about friends. Yet, this kind of topic is very common and everyone of us is talking about the same facts and stories. I am not excluded as well.

Recently, I have made many new friends who come from different countries, races and religions. Just don’t know why, I love the feelings of knowing more friends. It has given me an opportunity to know more about their lifestyle, culture and to understand and tolerate with them. Besides, this is a great chance for me to hang out with them and share stories together =) Lovin’ it.

Anyhow, I am a shy girl. Perhaps in my old friends’ point of view, I might not an easy approach person who always gives a cold and ignorance impression to others. Well, it is indeed a true fact which I kinda agree with it. That’s why sometimes I get feedback from friends that they were kinda scare of me when first seeing me >.< However, when you know more about me, I can guarantee you would change your mind. But my definition of knowing me well is not that easy, as people always say that they hardly can read my mind as I don’t disclose things easily to everyone. That’s why sometimes it might make a fuss or misunderstanding amongst us =( Anyhow, I know what I am doing and of course I am very happy to share good things with anyone as I truly believe that sharing is caring. Everyone deserves to know and get benefits from them.

We might having lots of Hi and Bye friends, but how about true friends - friends that we would never feel awkward with, friends that we can share stories freely, friends that we can jokingly teasing each other, friends that we can travel together, friends that we can lend out a hand or shoulder at anytime, friends that would never forget to keep in touch with each other despite the distances and friends that are not self-centered.

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Below phrases I would like to dedicate to all my wonderful friends =D

Where are you?

Could we travel with the time machine,

seeing the future?

Mixture of cold and warm pastas make my appetite upset,

but with your one warm smile,

everything is so sweet and fine,

I couldn’t use sugars to substitute you,

because it is just not the one,

no one can ever replace you in my heart,

seeing the seabirds flying,

I thought of freedom,

flying to a place where we belonged to,

holding each other’s hands and say HI to the new world,

together we contribute our hands to the world,

letting everyone has our pieces,

I want to give out all of them,

not wanting any pieces,

Friends,

let’s shine together.

=)

wph, 4.18a.m

Well, now is 4a.m here =.= I couldn’t stop from thinking about everything. Today is my last day of lectures and tutorials of SEM 1. Hurray, holiday is approaching yet exam is coming.

Music heals my soul

Have been following Britain Got Talent 09 closely since the emergence of Susan Boyle who can sing very well regardless of her appearance and yea, she has never been kissed before.

Never judge a book by its cover. Well, just wanna share some great music from her and a few winning contestants. Every time when I viewed their stunning performance, it made my heart soften and eventually weeping like nobody business. wtf

Look out for more young talented singers, dancers and the "Michael Jackson"'s videos as well =)


Cry Me A River - Susan Boyle

It is somehow describing my feelings now. Yea, I easily get emo when thinking of something that I shouldn't have thought of not even once. However, it had been stirred up again by my friends unintentionally. Feel that I am a bloody idiot and stupid gal. Pehhwa, concentrate on your studies!!!

FLAWLESS dance group is damn AWESOME.

They are so creative and all the dance movements are so distinctive from a normal dance group. Bravo.. They get the 1st place. Well done.

I love Julian Smith lots. He played soprano sax very well which had captivated my heart deeply with his every melodious tone. Definitely is a must watch awesome performance.

Yea, I always believe that music heals my soul. Have a nice happy Sunday =)

奥秘

突然间，

很想逃到青青的幽灵世界，

与世隔绝一阵子，

好好地享受大自然的奥妙。

离开繁杂的世界，

离开读书的世界，

好好地进修，

得到宁静。

谢谢

最近，
知道公公体质弱了，
每一天只吃一点，
话也不多说了，
行动也不方便了。

突然间，我好想见到他。
每当我唱歌时，他都会很开心。
因为我的歌声联想起婆婆。

公公，请吃多一些，
我还要为你唱歌、
带你出去玩、
与你玩中国象棋。

我会天天为你祈祷。

请求上苍给我坚强地生命力，我会勇敢地度过每一关。

Rest in Peace

Life is brief.
Anything can be happened in the next second.
Cherish and appreciate one's life to the max.

Listen to the Exhortation of the Dawn!
Look to this Day!
For it is Life, the very Life of Life.
In its brief course lie all the
Verities and Realities of your Existence.
The Bliss of Growth,
The Glory of Action,
The Splendor of Beauty;
For Yesterday is but a Dream,
And To-morrow is only a Vision;
But To-day well lived makes
Every Yesterday a Dream of Happiness,
And every Tomorrow a Vision of Hope.
Look well therefore to this Day!
Such is the Salutation of the Dawn!

Kalidasa

《寂寞在唱歌》、《一直很安静》、《温柔的慈悲》、《叶子》、《受了点伤》、《疯了》、《让我爱》、《你要离开一些时候》、《如果爱你只有这一次》、《我不想》、《保管》、《开车》、《野百合也有春天》、《看透》
阿桑，rest in peace.

人生无常

Life is just a chance to grow a soul

Humiliation over Jokes

First of all, I would like to declare that my inkelish is very poor poor pooh and louya. There would be lots of grammar mistakes all around.



I am so damn mad and disappointed. What's on earth are people being so cunning and inconsiderable. I have been endure this matter for quite a long time, but this time, my patience has reached beyond my limit.

It is true that we can't judge a book by its cover. I am very disappointed over a junior of mine on what she has done over my sis. My first impressions on her was she was a decent and sweet girl, but everything was a lie once I knew the truth.

Let me just go straight into my main point. My sis has created a BLOG months ago and sis put a chatbox at her blog's layout. That was fine. But one day, there was someone which I believe was her who spam in her chatbox. I could accept that but the more she spam, the more foul letters and disgusting words appear under my sis' chatbox. It was so annoying and pissed off. My sis was so sad because she can't believe one of her friends would do such childish thinggy on her. But my sis tried to take things lightly. Sometimes, I knew that sis cried softly in a corner which made my heart felt very pain.

After the incident, the spammer self-claimed that people were starting to accuse her and write a post to defend herself. My sis felt weird as she did not even tell anyone except her best friend about this matter. Sis has no intention at all to exaggerate the matter but just to keep to herself. Sis even apologize to her for the matter as she did not want to make their friendships worst by having misunderstandings. However, things were gone hywire.

The spammer kept on blaming and insulting my sis whereas my sis has done nothing wrong. These were some examples that I have seen before.

"claiming that my sis was ugly"
"my sis was a bimbo"
"the pictures taken were blur"
"Your English was really lously"
"You are a plagiarizer."
"braces"

and the recent one was plagarize her blog header and blog posts.

OMG, what's on earth anyone would like to plagarize your stuffs? Did you purchase any copyrighted insurance or trademarks? There might be hundred of hundred people putting the similar style header but hey, do there really look the same like yours? Are your lovely personal picture in their blog header? I couldn't believe such a small matter would become a childish issue to be discussed.

She even claimed that what she post in her blog will be imitated by my sis on her own blog. Oh gosh, I really felt amuzed by that.

Do you know you have breached the tort of defamation? If you claim that you are innocent, then just prove it. But what I have seen so far from your blog posts and the newest video clip, you are indirectly defaming my sis. Speak up to me directly but not spamming around if I have misjudged you that you are really an innocent girl.

Some of my seniors and same badge band members were really shocked on what you have done so far. Why do you want to do such thing just for your own pleasure and happiness? Have you ever think of others' feelings before? I was really disappointed on your act.

Frankly speaking, what sort of faults have she done? Who is the culprit who start this sort of nonsense? My sis or you? Tell you, everything was started from the spammer who spam my sis' blog. Her kiasu-ness has become worsen day by day.

Even my sis did nothing wrong yet she went to APOLOGIZE to her for several times, she has never stop teasing and insulting my sis. I am really angry to know my sibling has been insulted by childish people who just want to make fun of her and draw attention from the public. It is such an uncivilized behaviour. Of course my sis wanted to defend herself, but the more she said, the more aggressive they are.

They even make a video just to dedicate to my sis. First of all, well done guys, it is a great video. However, humiliation is more than jokes is what I can say. You guys are really too over and do things for the sake of your own pleasure. There is no need to state who is the person they are directed to, as long as the statement could identify the plantiff, you guys have breached the law.
If you are the one who being insulted by people, what would you feel? Happy? Proud? Are your religion guides people towards humiliating and insulting others?

These are some of the quotes from her blog.

"hello plagiarizer. here's what i gotta say to you.

t('_')t
yes i'm doing that annoying smile to make you cry. now gimme gimme, MORE."

"and after i encountered the unfortunate plagiarizer i want to change womanizer into PLAGIARIZER PLAG- PLAGIARIZER YOU'RE A PLAGIARIZER ! what do you think? eh i tell you dont be surprised if she posts a video of her playing piano in her next post! manatau. The world is watching me ooh ooh ooh."

"Wow, it seem that you are really popular. That's great to hear, isn't it?

fine. fine. you can copy the way i write, but you cant own my way of thinking. don't you wish that you had your own thoughts to rant about? and i know you admire the level of creativity i have. my header pictures have always been a statement of creativity, no? if you look into the mirror and notice you're something you're not would you cry out and say yes im finally 70% more like Jacqueline except i dont have her sense of humour and her witty sarcasm.


i just smile at the joy that people plagiarize my works?"

"either way i'm still gonna beat you at everything, you sad little thought deprived whore. have your own creativity because the world is on my side."

"if you have been a reader of mine for quite some time now you'd probably know that i have a strong sense of confidence in my creativity (point prooven by the endless stream of photos i post of myself and the people i love) ok that's not my point for today story some other day. severe unfortunate minutes ago, i clicked into a female blogger's blog. the sight of the way of posting and writing stunted me to a certain degree that i morphed into a hysteric phase and lost my sense of rationality."

"sadly, this time around blogsphere has turned into somewhat of a competition, over advertisements, views and popularity. and more and more female bloggers are suddenly editing pictures like i do, writing pictured posts like i do, plagiarizing ideas on posts that i wrote etc etc. CANYOUHEARTHEHOLYCHOIR paise the good lord for giving us identical thoughts, equaled creativity levels, and same ideas on the right day on the exact second! i no longer see this as plagiarism, things are taking a second level to becoming very, very personal."

Oops, I did edit photos like yours since 2 years ago. Did I plagiarize your works as well?

Source : http://voices-jackie.blogspot.com/


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Just because my sis post about her bracelets, copycat again.
Just because my sis post about her hamsters, copycat again.
Just because my sis change her header, copycat again.
Just because my sis edit photos like her, copycat again.
Just because my sis think like her, copycat again.
Just because my sis as creative as her, copycat again.
Just because my sis camwhore, it looked exactly the same style like her, copycat again.

OMG, the more I think, the funnier I thought.

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Frankly, I was so mad about this incident. I couldn't think it would happen on my sis and still the humiliation process is on going. I am very worried of my sis because she is a girl who can't take too much of stress all in once. Hopefully she would be stronger and fully concentrate on her spm.

Daddy and mummy, sorry that sis has never told you about her problem because she does not want you to worry about her.

The purpose of me writing this post is not because to take revenge, to protest, to promote or whatsoever of evil thoughts you can think about. I would like to apologize if I have offended anyone. I dislike to have any arguments or fighting. What I want is just to leave my sis alone. I prefer to have the burden of insulting on me but not her.

Luke 6:27-36

[27] "But I tell you who hear me: Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, [28] bless those who curse you, pray for those who mistreat you. [29] If someone strikes you on one cheek, turn to him the other also. If someone takes your cloak, do not stop him from taking your tunic. [30] Give to everyone who asks you, and if anyone takes what belongs to you, do not demand it back. [31] Do to others as you would have them do to you.

Tell me again, who started all these childish thinggy?

God will know. Amithabha.

God, please don't harm anyone because they don't know.

silence

I believe everyone knows what's happening to our world nowadays. Global warming, wars, deaths of hunger, recession, etc etc. It made us pray for the victims and hope for peace. Undeniably, we can't fight with the mother nature sometimes. What we can do now is to take precaution better than saying sorry in the end.

I am really very sad now when seeing all the innocent citizens get killed or bombed. Some of them are old folks, others are children or even babies that haven't born yet or yet to see the horrible world.

I know I can't do anything as I am not any influential people on earth. What I hope for is peace and simple life. If you are rich, pls do your part by donating some money to the countries who need the most. If you are strong and healthy, why not lend your hands to them? I hope I can help them too.

Disappointed is what I could say. Just hope for miracle to happen. God pls save them.

Silence is golden

Hei Shen La Hei Shen La
Handphone alarm was ringing
I was awake from a blur night
Head was lighted due to some alcohol in my blood
Hope that I could sleep longer but I can't put off my plan

Walking alone at the strange street
Talking to a bunch of strangers who wanted to cheat my money
Brain must be alert always and malay must be fasih

Took 3 hours drive to the north
along the way,
my butt was darn pain due to the bad road condition and long journey
but I never give up and still went on

Reached the town and saw a lot of strange faces,
taxi driver wanted to cari untung by potong leher saya
luckily I tried to reduce to minima
but still it was not worth at all cos I myself have to sewa the whole car.

the journey of wondering in the jungle was great
but I can't share with anyone beside myself
I saw many wooden houses beside the street and on the hill
waving with the kids make my day bright
talking to them make me smile more
I love them alot
though I am not good at conveying myself,
I love to communicate with them,
to know more about them.

Today the weather was not really good,
I was wet with no umbrella with me,
I love this kind of feelings,
I have fallen in love with the rain,
the wind was darn strong and the thunder was darn loud,
if I stepped wrongly,
I could end up in the rough sea.

back to Kk wondering around again.
I have walked to 4 shopping malls in a short period of time,
my main purpose was not to shop but to see the interior though their locations were darn far apart,
I enjoyed walking though my knee caps were still weak and pain,
I enjoyed looking at people' expression especially they were from different background and races,
murut, kadazandusun, malay, chinese, rungus & dusun
it was an awesome experience.

Though I was alone,
I never give up myself,
I must go on and achieve my dream,
I am glad to have such an opportunity to reap my profit,
my parents always encourage me,
my dear friends always at my side.

Though I am still weak in expressing,
I never give up myself,
I must do what should I do,
I am glad to be here.

Last but not least,
I am glad to know you,
it is you who made me realise my passion and dreams,
it is you who give me a ring in my mind,
it is you who had thought me the life,
it is you who give me inspire to success in life,
it is you who give me courage indirectly to conquer the mountain,
it is you who made me so daring,
however,
my heart is still weak,
I feel unsecure when wondering the street alone,
I feel lonely eating, walking, sleeping, thinking and playing.

God gave us the strength to success,
We shall fully utilize it but not exploit it,
things are not always what you want and what you have,
be grateful and take life as a challenge,
always trust yourself with no second thoughts,
everyone can succeed.

kumbayah

copyrighted WPH

1st Anniversary

To all my loyal readers,

I don't think I will be updated blogspot these few days as my mind is busying worrying some stuffs.

Of course there would be more exciting and things that you would never imagine would happen to me in this special yet the last month of 2009. So, stay tune and be patience ya.

Perhaps I might update my other posts which mainly focus on crappy stuffs and my personal stuffs. BUT, no personal feelings included.

See ya =)

SATU

DUA

You might be thinking, WTF, this fella has so many blogs. Well, up to your own judgement, I don't mind what's in your mind.

I have my own arrangement and blogspot mainly readable for everyone but others are mainly just for my "know-me" close friends.

Remember to STAY TUNE!

Tata

第一次

很多從第一次開始，
卻變習慣結束。

什麽時候開始許諾？
什麽時候學會食言？
什麽時候開始學習？
什麽時候學會偷懶？
什麽時候開始哭泣？
什麽時候學會堅強？

第一次的許諾逼自己完成。
而人卻非神，總有一二事做不到。
如此就第一次學會食言。
凡是有一必有二，漸漸食言也成習慣。
如今卻學著不再許下諾言。
是開始不信任？還是學會了逃避？

第一次的學習是自己堅持完成。
然人總是人，總是找些藉口讓自己沒那麽辛苦。
找到藉口就開始偷懶。
一次、兩次、三次，偷懶也成了習慣。
如今嘗試著無論何事都不給理由。
理由就是藉口？還是理由會變成藉口？

第一次哭泣總是在懦弱的小時候。
可人總要臉，什麽男兒有淚不輕彈。
於是學會面人歡笑背人愁。
次復一次，懦弱的小孩也會變堅強的男人。
遇到再大的挫折也不表現弱勢。
不哭是抛棄了某种情緒？還是丟掉悲傷與無助？

凡事都會有第一次。
此時會安慰自己說僅僅這一次。
接著也會跟來第二次、第三次。
或許還會安慰自己説是久久一次。
緊隨而來的會是第四次、第五次。
可能會想說反正已經不是第一次了。
當然，接下來還會有第七次、第八次……
也許此時已經變成了習慣。

緊守第一次。
掌握第一次。
遺忘第一次。

"Quoted from one of my friends from Perak"

Personally, I love this writings very much.

Promises are always promises, but ppl always neglect it when they become lazy or having and giving other excuses to ignore it.

People always like to say how great they are, how good they are, but in the end, there are nothing but just avoiding themselves.

Sad to see and sad to know. Isn't it?

Winanga-li

What is Winanga-Li? Well, this is the common title for Taylor's SAM annual yearbook. It is unlike the 振风 which needs a title for each year. Basically, the magazine consists of the events of the year as well as the profiles of each class.I love the leaf alot. I kept on looking at it without knowing why. It seem that the leaf symbolise something important thinggy to me but I can't recall what is it.I was in charged in the event section which was photography. Well, basically my task was just snap photos whenever there was an event in Taylor's.

My class profile. I was still using the same lame pic =.=

A big big thank you to SAM Programme teachers for organising this mountain climbing trip.
That time was my first experience and yet it has encouraged me to climb more and more mountains because I have fallen in love to it very much.
I LOVE YOU. Thanks alot.

Below are some of the pics which have been taken by me.

Does she look familiar to you?
When thinking back, I felt sad for her as she did not really know what has happened around her.
Still remember the uncle said hopelessly, "what to do? Our children don't want us, so we have to end up in here."

In the money no enough 2, that touching scene was just in my mind always.

Oh gosh, how dare they put this bahlia pic in it >.<

Thoughts: Anyhow, I still prefer my old school magazine alot as we did mainly on teamwork basis as well as having each other companion and have fun all the time.

Now what we talk frequently is just MONEY. No money no talk.

How pathetic the world is, isn't it?

Sickening of the society

What a tiring day. When it comes to the last day of trial, I only fall sick with bad flu >.< Aiks.

After reviewing some of my oldest posts, I only noticed that oh, last time I was so naive and stupid. Wakaka... Anyhow, I enjoyed reading them. Hence, this post I shall follow back my OLD writing style.

Today was my spec math paper. I screwed it pretty much as I langsung tak tau buat on some questions and even BLANK the whole questions. oh gosh, I can't believe I was actually doing this.

After that, I went back to have some music before going out again. What would you do straight after the hectic EXAM??? Well, around 12p.m, I rushed back to college to return my books and give my roadshow proposal to ECA officers and then headed for SUNWAY!!! Yeah, this is probably the only place I can go for now.

I ran towards the bus station to catch the damn bus as the bus was almost leaving without me =.='''

I went to the cinema straight to buy one MONEY NO ENOUGH 2 ticket but forgotten to bring student ID so no discount -RM10$$$. Let me tell you how forgetful I am later. After buying, I straight away went to the lowest floow, watson, to buy stuff. When I was queueing up for payment, I noticed something different.

MONOLOG

Me: "Eh, why it seem that I have lost one paper of RM50 note, where is it? I got use it be4 meh?"

After a few seconds.

Me: "Damn, I think I gave the cinema cashier but forgotten to take the change?" "Is it really true? How can I forgotten to take back my 40 Bucks tat hugh amount?"

Without any hesitation, I ran back. I was like ASUH running in the HIGH CLASS shopping centre. Here is the conversation between me and him.

Me: "Excuse me, sorry just now I have bought a ticket but haven't take my change."

Him: "What ticket?"

mE: Once I heard this I feel like wanna DAP him, how could you forget me??? wtf!!! I showed him the ticket I bought without saying anything.

Him: (He was actually speechless but pretend DON'T KNOW like that) then he slowly took out 40 bucks to me.

WTF, How could him being such a dishonest bitch? Wahaha...
He should have called me or ran out to give back my change once I almost walked away >.<

If I have totally forgotten about this, my 40 bucks would just gone like tat =.=
Who ask me so dai tou har!!!!!!!! I also don't know what happened to me during that moment. LOL >.<

Anyhow, I do not angry at all but feel disappointed with the sickening attitude portrayed by nowadays' ppl . HAIZ

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Ok, I shall stop crapping about the incident.
To retreat myself, I bought one set of popcorn and water XD In the whole theater, there was only 4 pairs of couples with 2 single ppl (Ah Pak + me)
Luckily I sat the lowest seat among others if not I would distract by these ppl =)
There is no one surrounding me.
Well, this is not the first time I watched alone, so nothing to scare about. I love this kind of feeling. However, the bad thing is I can't laugh madly with my friends when it comes to watch funny movie.

Let's move to the plot.
Well I would give 10/10 of its rating. Why? This is because this is the only movie that made me cry and laugh DAMN LOTS!!!!!


I was not weeping, but CRYING DAMN HARD N PAIN once I saw ppl suffered.
Luckily I have my jacket to cover my mouth from crying too loud and wipe my tears and my running nose. SWT!!
How dirty I am as I did not have any tissue with me.

Frankly, everyone can hear me laugh and cry in a LOUD VOICE.
I can't help myself to laugh heartily once I found it was damn funny although most of them were conversed in Hokkien which I only knew a bit bit lar.
ANyhow, I understand what they were talking.

Besides, I am sensitive when seeing ppl suffer. I just can't stand ppl suffering from hardship. I don't mind I go through that part, but seeing my friends like that my heart will ache and have the urge to help them as much as possible without thinking about anything.

Come to the crying part.
I just can't resist from crying hard.
I know everyone who watches this movie would drop tear,
but I just can't expect myself to cry till my eyes sore now and it was reddish once I looked at the mirror.
I couldn't careless as I just let my feelings to flow out.
The story line was so damn touching and sad.
Immediately, I think of my grandma and mum.
I miss them alot especially when seeing the women who RESEMBLES my grandma.
Luckily, no one I familiar was watching with me.
Or perhaps because there was no one around me,
I just let my feels to flow out naturally.

I just can't stand with Stella attitude at first.
I started to cry when seeing the woman feeling down thinking about her son.
I can cry but in the middle suddenly kept laughing when the story went on.
The most touching part was when the lou ta brought his mum to old folks home and the blood fight that moment.

It seem that I crap too much ad. All in all, I damn loving this movie. This is the only movie that can make me laugh and cry BADLY!!!!
Luckily, no one see me in that STUPID situation also. Haha....
Once I have finished watching, I straight away went back and forgetting to visit Cheng Pak Fu tim..aiks......

That time was around 3 something, I went back to college to settle my roadshow thinggy. Hopefully It was being approved la. Because of that letter, I have to run to and froth twice to print another document =.=
It reminded me the time when I ran up and down for school organisation without resting.
hehe... Sorry lar guys, I just can't stop of being busy with my activities as these are all my favourite pastime. I couldn't just sit here and stare at the comp wasting my time without doing anything beneficial BESIDES STUDIES!!!!!

Raya leh, Hope that can eat some Raya food. Yes........

I have to wait till very late only can go back.... HUHU... Anyhow, I love my day as I have accomplished my dream by watching MONEY NO ENOUGH 2 XD

I'm lovin it.....

• Ppl, do appreciate your life.
• Don't ever think of bring ur parents to old folks home if you don't wish your future children to do the same thing to you.
• How could guys are being so irresponsible when taking in charge some matterS?
• I love the lao ta as although he was poor, but he has a wonderful loving FAMILY.
• Love goes first after MONEY!
• How could we pray for our parents to die earlier?

I understand in any emergency circumstances, we could do whatever that is beyond our expectation. But ppl, think rationally and critically.

Another thing, when I walked on the bridge which linked to the Sunway.
I saw 3 young Malay girls sitting there begging for money at different location on the bridge.
Oh my, how could these happen to them. If not mistaken, their mother sitting at the end of the bridge begging as well.

HOW PATHETIC THE SOCIETY IS?
PPL RAYA SEEK FOR FUNDS TO BUY CLOTHES, AND FOOD.
WHAT DO WE EAT EVERDAY???
DON'T EVER TELL ME THAT YOU ARE WASTING FOOD AND MONEY ON UNNECESSARY STUFFS!!!!!!

All in all, DON'T BE SELFISH AND SELF-CENTERED!!!!

Singapore, here I come XD

亿望

Suddenly, I have 2 clocks here.
Frankly, since my clock has spoiled when I was std 6, I did not possess any this kind of clock till today.

原本还以为爸妈不会来的，
就叫我朋友帮我买钟，
没想到，
今天他们真的来了，
害得我有两个钟，
也不知道应该用哪个。

猜猜下哪个是我爸妈或朋友买的。
哈哈

他特地从家乡驾车回来，
刚刚半夜才拿给我，
我看到都觉得不好意思，
哈哈。。谢谢咯。

你说我应该用哪个？
哪个比较可爱？

咯>.<=====/

哇，想着想着，
真的好久好久没有人送东西给我了since last year till now.
有都是一两个，
生日礼物也从来没收过，
有的只是msg语，
谁叫我的生日jatuh pada hari yg lewat

真的好羡慕朋友们，
每次生日都会有一大班老友集聚唱生日歌，
一起颠，一起玩，一起拍照。
还有一些朋友拥有part 1 , 2 , 3 , etc 的celebrations.
哇！！！收礼物都收到手软了。。哈哈

说真的，
我真的没试过那种感觉，
也不知是怎样的？？

哈哈。。没关系啦，
我都不在乎这些东东，
最重要是从内心的真心。

sorry la my chinese very cacat =.='''

最后，祝大家心想事成，
天天都过着快乐的生活，
还有还有，
祝我所有的考试朋友，
加油加油。。。。
U CAN I CAN EVERYONE SURE CAN!!!!
(lame GCL's slogan in N years but it is usable and meaningful)

Be quiet in me

Most probably everyone is sleeping now.
My feeling now is very calm and peaceful. Why hor?

Well, after reading the online news about our own nation.
I am quite saddened with what I have seen.
When reading, my heart ached on certain news.
People retained under ISA, a guy said wanna change the nation, PM and DPM swapped position on Financial and Defence role, Death of Ying Xin (A kidnapped case of a secondary smart girl), etc.....

Well people,
do not say bad things(sensitive issues) about the nation as you could get yourself caught as well.
For example, there is a guy being caught today due to the "flag" issue.

Haiz... I am just too tired of hearing the news. As a Malaysian, what could I say more?
I love Malaysia but not every aspect is what I have expected and desired.

This is not an issue of being a busybody person. As a M'sian, if you do not concern on what happening around you, then who you are?
Perhaps you might just living under the coconut shell and living on your own sweet life.
Well, this is not a criticism.
If you know me well, I am a girl who likes to express things straight to the main point without beating around the bush. But then, sometimes my words might offend people unknowingly. Haiz.......
Anyhow, I have tried to improve myself. The weakest thinggy would become my strength.

I better don't say much as I still want to fly, to leave this hectic country.

Anyhow, I love Malaysia's food, nice places, clean beaches(certainly it is not the one in my home state), cool mountains, different cultural background, friendly people, family, friends and loved ones.

Wow, isn't it a good thing to express yourself when you are in an extremely calm condition?
Haha.. Perhaps, I sot jor but I like this kind of feelings very much.
It made me keep smiling to myself : ) =)

Tomorrow still got exam, 38 po =.=

I have used to it of ppl saying that I am eccentric and weird thinking gal.
As long as everyone is happy and laugh, I will smile XD

Say cheer to myself and everyone XD. Amazingly, I love the feelings I am having now. It is so damn calm and peaceful in myself while listening to the songs I love.

I hope I would like that when I was close to the nature alone XD Can't wait for it.
Gosh, night-dreaming now.

Now, I am trying to learn more about Malay culture as a part of my personal assignment.
Gosh, it doesn't mean that I am converting to that religion. Hahaaaa
Nadra, I want to try on those food, koci, ketupat, curry, etc etc etc.......

~Sharing is caring~
+Meditation time+ Bye

Silence pls

Oh gosh, I am suppose to study but keep on procrastinating >.<
The weather is way too hot, I can't concentrate :(

I have addicted to Moonlight Resonance series and naruto comic =.=
No no no.. I have to stop watching and looking till the end of the year.
Wait till all the episodes have been showcasted only finish it at once XD

Well, just now read a blogger's blog. Her life is full of excitment.
How good that she has a partner to share the same passion, interest, hobbies with her.

p/s: the guy in the blog looks almost similar with one of my friends. HAHA
Here's the link

Sharing it doesn't mean must be with bf,
family members and bff also can,
sharing doesn't mean to spend large sum money,
doing good deed by contributing to the society is another way.

but then to find someone to have the same common it's rather hard,
as I have said earlier,
not everyone is interested,
not everyone is committed,
not everyone has good stamina,
not everyone has good patience,
etc.

Shhhh...silence is golden

+PehHwa is just crapping nonsense to have stress-relieved+

Speechless

Does everyone is selfless or selfish?

The best timing to see through them are during the critical period.

People who are selfish will always try to avoid much exposure of precious knowledge to others.
People who are selfless would rather careless of anything.

Selfish person would only take care of their own interests and treat those who they favor.

So, what type are you?

路遥知马力，日久见人心。
赞同吗？

haiz..... how cruel the reality is.

I always believe - Sharing is caring.
God bless everyone XD