小小的世界

時間總是能讓人興奮既無奈

老一年 縂不能代表一個人成熟了

老一年 縂不能代表一個人獨立了

還是經驗來得可貴

可是 有時還是力不從心

想做一件事 卻給自己無理的理由而停步

沒有了勇氣 沒有了自信

天天埋怨沮喪也不是辦法

時時警惕自己要堅強要往前看

卻讓自己累倒受傷

 

還是喜歡

海浪的澎湃

音樂的旋律

自然的美景

朋友的熱情

一個人生活

 

確實空虛但這就是生活的經驗與考驗

不要氣餒！

It has been awhile

Another post of random. Readings story books has been my past time favorite, I could spend up to one whole day just to finish reading one book. However, reading accounting material is my painful moment especially by just looking at the whole stake of notes with blank eyes. Hopefully I could finish all these materials before finals *finger crossing*

Frankly speaking, these few days have been such a "grey" days for me. May be I'm too sensitive, but perhaps it's a good thing? I don't usually pick the wrong clothes, but I guess I am falling into the wrong hole. It's a trap! It's sad to know the truth. What daddy said was indeed very true. Never judge a book by its cover, you gotta observe for a moment and eventually you might see what you don't wish to see, hear what you don't wish to hear. That's life, not everyone has the same passion like you, not everyone has the pure heart with no jealousy, selfishness like Master Cheng Yen.

Same scenario goes to the recent video I watched from fb about a few policemen shooted a car without any valid reason. This news has deterioriated the image of the police force. This incident made me wanna make a difference to the society, to the community. But, sometimes you just can't take any action or be too ambitious because you are too puny & powerless. As a outsider, you can only watch/listen, but the sad news keep on airing without you actually listening, because you already know what is gonna happen, how the current society is and eventually, what actions are they going to do. Nothing!

Hmm, was quite serious when writing this post. Should back to my silly me after my finals!! All the best to everyone. Good day :)

good sign?

This year's weather is a bit abnormal. It is suppose to be hotter by now but apparently it is not. It could be very humid at one time and dry at the other time. Global warming is deteriorating? Nah, it's not my scope of interest now. Currently, I am struggling with my studies. Not because of lacking intellectual or dumb, yea, I am blur but I am smart critically. blush, angkat bakul-ing. It is the way I spend my time, no doubt, I have been procrastinating for awhile. It doesn't make me feel good as I couldn't really concentrate on what I have studied. It could be my recent tasks/matters that I am busy handling with.

I am really happy to know some of my good friends they are actually in a relationship or engaged. Does that mean we are getting older? Time flies undoubtedly, sometime I do hope that I could find the one, but this kind of complicated messy emotional chemistry thinggy is hard to tell/predict when would it be happened. Just let it be.

Being a 2nd year undergraduate student does not make me feel young anymore. After graduation, it would be the time I step into the messy working world. What would I be doing by then? accountant? jobless useless person? fuh, don't really want to give a damn on it right now.

These are just a mere surface on what I think about right now. Really hope to share a deeper thoughts with my besties. but now, shall focus more on my studies. be a nerd! and I would be back in the land where I belonged to soon :)

My dreamy list
1) Impress me by singing and playing guitar at the same time (anyone)
2) hug my family members
3) switch to Nikon
4) want a waterproof digital cam
5) ... ... don't wanna tell d.

6) SLEEP~~~

Mountain Kinabalu, Sabah

OMG, I am slacking for the whole day. But who cares, it’s time for me to blog again. Looking at the Veni Vici Vidi column on my blog’s sidebar which you could see right now is the list of the mountains I have conquered so far with the dates on it. I just realized that I never blog about my experience on climbing Mt Kinabalu, Sabah. So, decided to blog for the sake of remembrance for the future.

Well, when I was almost having my finals of SAM in 2008, I came out with a crazy idea of climbing Mt Kinabalu. Don’t ask me why, the answer would be aiks, it’s complicated to explain :D

Since it’s hard to find kakis to climb together at the very last moment, the easiest way is to search online for kakis. In the end, I knew a woman from the net who was interested to join me at the same time, without thinking twice, JOM d. Here, I would like to thanks heaps to my parents for letting me to go to this trip alone with a total stranger. Their mentally supports is always helpful for me no matter what situation I am in. Plus, so happen one of my friends, ZhiYong, boyfriend of my dear friend, Mei Ying would be there at the same time, I invited him to join us. Here goes our journey.

I met with my climbing partner for the first time @the airport. Once my dad saw her, he was relieved as well. Well, old sayings said, never follow a stranger home. This was true, but the risk that I have taken was worth it at last :)

Firstly, we went to the agent office to finalize everything. Will tell you the contact at the end of my KK post. After that, a driver drove us to the Kinabalu Park which was situated deep in the jungle. It was raining heavily at that time too.

This was my temporary accommodation for Day 1. When we were there, it was freaking cold as I was not used to cold weather.

Some souvenirs shops that you could find at Kinabalu Park. The area was surrounded with lots of trees and not to forget, the freaking tall Mt Kinabalu that I was going to conquer on the next day. Basically, we walked around the park and it was kinda relaxing though.

Freaking awesome right? so much mist some more

The very next day, I was so not prepared to climb *takut* as basically I have not been training on my stamina. Not at all other than frantically swimming for 2 days at the very last minute. When thinking it now, I totally have no idea why was I so brave and naive few years ago. But, at least, I experience it with no regret for the climbing part :)

We boarded a mini bus up the winding road to the main entrance for the climb. We were welcomed by a freaking amazing sign board. OMG, how could those ppl climb up and down on this mountain for less than 3 hours. This is insane. (2 x 4095m) But it’s the fact.

My partners for the climb and of course, the great guide as well. I guess he has been climbing up and down for dunno how many freaking times. He even helped my friend carried the heavy bag. Other than the guide, while on our way up the hilly slope, we saw lots of women, especially were carrying “look_like_it_was_a_heavy_basket” on their head and climbing up the mountain like nobody’s business. This is truly amazing. I was astonished to see how fast they could walk with the heavy burden on it. *Salute*

It’s true if you have heard ppl saying that climbing Mt Kinabalu is actually climbing up the staircases & easier than climbing Mt Tahan. but this is true only for the first half part.

This was the food that we received earlier before the climb ><

Because my other partner, the woman, Sarah couldn’t climb up the hill at our pace, the guide told us to climb up on our own.

Easy? Medium? Hard?

Personally, everything is about your mentality, not much about phsycial capability. Of course you are fit to climb if you choose to climb at the first place. I actually kept telling myself that I could do this. If not, you definitely will give up easily. Trust me!

The air was damp and my hair was full of droplets

I dunno the exact time I reached Laban Rata. Let me recall. hmmm. We started to climb around 8.30a.m. And reached Laban Rata at 3pm something if not mistaken. This means the journey took us approx 7 hours to finish HALF WAY. Anyway, I was delighted because it mean, I can eattttttttttttttt.

The temperature was approx 9.6 celcius plus the never stop blowing strong wind plus the wet clothes I were wearing making myself totally helpless and it was freezing cold

The must do thing is to order a hot chocolate/milo. Yummyyyyyyyyyy.

My other partner reached Laban Rata around 7 something. We were too exhausted and the scary part was, we have to wake up at approx 2.30am the next morning. I hardly doze off because of the scary weather ><

Till here now. have a great day everyone :)

遠園緣

最近﹐生活變得越來越忙﹐始終沒有停下來的腳步。

我﹐開始學會了逃避 ... ...

當一個人忙得透不過氣來又或者心情起伏不平時﹐總希望有一個肩膀能讓她依靠。

一個人過生活到最後還是會覺得有點孤單與冷漠

我﹐好像給自己太多理由了... ...

現在好頭痛﹐不想多想了﹐做就對了﹗

加油加油﹗﹗

miao miao

I need more time, but time waits for no man. At this very moment, I choose to spend my time on blogging >< Assignments, online quizzes and mid sem tests are coming up very soon yet I am still procrastinating. This Sem is a busy Sem, I have to actually steal some of my activity time to study which is a tiring thing to do so. Alas, I do enjoy everything I am doing now, everything is just too sweet and happy =)

Argh.. I need a better computer. The only small hobby I can do to distress is picture editing but my comp fails to accomodate me. Besides, no more pictures uploading which is a frustrating matter. The only thing I can do now is just fb awhile, msn awhile and that's it. By the time I want to click on other websites, my comp will start lagging and eventually stop functioning!

There are some decisions I haven't really made up my mind, still sitting on the fence tho. Aiks... how? I don't know.

Mao skype with family pun susah. Telefon bills mcm dah sky roketting >< these few days emo sgt, tak berapa tahu mengapa, tapi asyik makan je. Saya perlu puasa, nak kurus badan juga. aiks, lagi beberapa bulan, saya akan balik ke Msia. Mmg excited skrg. tapi apabila baca ttg berita tanah airku, memang sad sial. Apa2 bentuk racist pun ada, movie pun mao racist, orang pun mao racist, bukalah mindamu. haha. cis, tak tau apa saya merepek pun. STUDY NAO!!!

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Gonna stay strong and focused. Accept whatever that is yet to come.

Not good at expressing ><

I wanna go home ... ... I miss my family T.T