突然間很想隨便地寫一寫
轉眼間 半年已過 負擔也多了 身邊的朋友一個一個的回家去了
還在國外的我 還是覺得自己的家鄉是最溫馨的
同時 也想到處亂走 從不同的角度來看看世界 挖掘它的美與缺
時間不留人啊 人也不是Immortal啊
人人往往喜歡糾結自己 放不下 也想不開
要知道外面的世界有多麽的美啊
我知道 你知道 他知道 她知道 大家知道
可是爲何還是在轉圈圈呢？
everyday is a blessing. 好希望 好希望 好希望
能把握每一個機會 好事一起分享 不愉快的事一起分擔
大家一起 LOVE LIFE！
時間總是能讓人興奮既無奈
老一年 縂不能代表一個人成熟了
老一年 縂不能代表一個人獨立了
還是經驗來得可貴
可是 有時還是力不從心
想做一件事 卻給自己無理的理由而停步
沒有了勇氣 沒有了自信
天天埋怨沮喪也不是辦法
時時警惕自己要堅強要往前看
卻讓自己累倒受傷
還是喜歡
海浪的澎湃
音樂的旋律
自然的美景
朋友的熱情
一個人生活
確實空虛但這就是生活的經驗與考驗
不要氣餒！
現在的我，已經快要垮了（累死），但就是很想寫部落格
每一次從營隊回來，心裏終覺得少了一些東東，是什麽東東自己也不太懂
但空虛感肯定會有，也許在營隊裏雖然不一定能睡包，可是與夥伴們一起開會、一起討論、一起講笑話、互相與隊友捶背等等，時間顯然過得特別的快
相反的，若一個人無所事事地上網來消費時間，個人認爲這不但沒樂趣，腦袋細胞也會死了不少。最可怕的是明知故犯！
儅生活過得充實愉快時，終覺得時間過得超快的
我，也不應該一直依靠它。應該要好好地努力學習，把照片照得又自然又獨特
不想寫太多廢話了，明天才檢查生字或刪除掉
晚安！
可不可以想你?
不知道为什么有一股冲动想要写部落格。
可能现在的心情太空了吧？
好想找人聊聊天。
真的很想在身边陪你，
也帮你减轻金钱上的担忧，
你还是要坚强。
好想学一些手工艺品、烹饪、摄影来赚钱帮一帮你。。
可能，我想太多了。
觉得自己脱离音乐世界好久了，
虽然已在歌咏队里，但自己真正要的音乐生活不存在。
也是在时间上难以配合啦。
好想traveling, 但。。。。
力不从心啊。。
大自然，好想念你哦。
好想拥抱你，
因为除了家人知己，你是我的所有，
我的精神使命。
好啦，
明天是慈幼营，
赶紧入眠，
不然就不能为每一位小朋友照相了。
晚安 ^^
I am stressed because I’m mentally & physically exhausted. The only way to distress myself is blogging rather than sleeping =)
Easter break is coming very soon, this means that I have 1 week holiday. YEAH!! But, most of the days are gonna use for studying, as after the break, it would be my mid sem exam until 1st of May =(
Although sometimes I’m quite doubt with my course selections, anyhow, I would just go ahead & try to change my mindset. Future is on my own hand, have to be careful on things that I choose & do.
April is coming soooon and I’m started to freak out as it would be my busiest month for this sem. Exams, assignments, choirs pracs & performances, TC activities & preparations, sport training, event outings, etc. I keep telling myself not to avoid them but to FACE them. I can I can!!
Recently, I met a few nice & cute friends. What I can say is the world’s really really small. Somehow somewhere sometimes, we are connected. Treasure every moment =)
Last week I played squash (regular prac) & this week I played badminton & tennis. I never felt so alive in sports for long. Lovin it although sometimes I have to wear my smelly attire in attending lectures due to time constraints.
I wanted to finish up heroes, prison break & gossip girls final seasons. Does anyone has softcopy for the dramas? Can I have it? pls pls
Every morning, I feel happy because I could hear birds chirping beside my doorway, ferries by passing, raindrops falling occasionally. But, sometimes I do feel a part of me is missing. Miss everyone back in my hometown. And the food & mountains too. I am still in the dilemma of choosing the right decision =x
Hmmm.. my wordy paragraphs are damn random. Just a piece of mind. Till here.
有些时候，当你希望能够拥有，它却离你而去。
有些时候，才发现原来它是最好的，可是一切都太迟了。
有些时候，闭上了眼睛，数一二三，不见了。
祝福他人，就等于祝福自己。
把执著心放下，用心聆听上人的法。
用心去享受、了解、好好的修行。
时时要感恩。
剛從學姐家回來, 今天的會議果然開得蠻長也很開心.
真的不好意思, 因為我很少講話.
不知道曾几時, 我少發表意見了,
也不多說話了,
是不是信心不在了?
以前所累積的經驗生鏽了嗎?
還是語言上的問題?
總覺得無信心觀念霸佔了我的所有,
不管一個人有多好的語言技巧或經驗,
信心還是得在, 不然就一事無成.
無論如何, 都要把它找回來.
明天八點的早課,
有點不想去了,
還是寫部落格好一點.
哈哈..
雖然現在很累了,
但一面聽著慈悲的心路,一面把思緒記載起來,
感覺很勁松自在, 同時也讓自己有一點空間去深入的思考與自我反省.
在這裡好想與大家分享 my all-time favorite quote:
在苦難中; 長養慈悲,
在變數中; 考驗智慧,
在艱難中; 激發韌力,
在繁瑣中; 學習耐性,
在複雜中; 欣賞優點,
在理想中; 追求進步,
點滴匯聚大愛與情義,
讓人間沒有苦痛與悲泣.~證嚴法師
The above quotes I love it very much since there were first introduced to me. Although the words are short, but every word brings a deep meaning. One might think it’s easy to understand, but to be applied in the real world, I don’t think it’s as easy as ABC.
When I’m suffering from pain, impromptu changes, complicated issues, I would think of the quotes & it helps me alot alot. Hope you like it too =)
p/s: I have already changed my blog comment setting to “anyone can comment” setting. Sorry for the troubles for those who can’t comment earlier ^^ Thanks You =)
爸媽姐弟親戚豬朋狗友死黨小朋友們, 我已在布里斯本了.
回到來, 只有一句"累"字.
但在這幾天里, 真的過得很充實開心, 也認識了不少新的朋友.
每當遇到新的朋友, 我都會很害羞, ish.
會不會讓人覺得我是個靜女生?
這幾天都沒有好好的早睡早起, 因為太多東東要處理了.
現在房間又凌亂又狹窄, 簡直就像住在酒店一樣.
明年真的很想搬到真的有"家"感覺的家, 和朋友們快快樂樂地煮飯談天.
看看這個星期的時間表, 好像沒有能讓我休息的時間.
哈哈.... 我的忙碌生活又要開始了, 真的好開心.
恩, 補充一下, 並不是在學業上忙東東, 而是其他的活動.
人生就應該享受每一秒, 珍惜眼前的人事務麻.
現在還在煩著自己要選的科目.
我看, 藝術方面還是靠自己去學, 不想拿考試.
人生, 一定會面臨抉擇.
當抉擇來的時候, 就需想到它的 cost-benefit principle.
我的老師所教的. 哈哈.
還有, 講師很喜歡拿QUT & Griffith 學校來做比較.
他們當場說它的好壞, 真讓我們洗耳恭听.
這幾天連續下了兩天兩夜的雨,
讓我這個沒有雨傘的傻婆受苦.
也不能跑步,游泳了.
幸好還可以打壁球和羽球.
連這裡的朋友都說我臉肥了,
是時候看醫生了 TT
又要忙課外活動了, 加油.
心無邪念，意無邪念，即常可自在 ；心正則邪不侵。
-證嚴法師靜
在這現實的世界里, 往往會有一些人以為自己很了解每個人, 然後喜歡誤導他人的
不真實事情, 引起他人的誤會. 這樣做又何必呢? 是為了得到大眾的注目嗎?
無論如何, 一切的謊言對我來說不重要, 也儘量不會放在心上. 上人的指導我會常記住的 ^^
我常相信若其他的人事物都在亂的情況下, 自己一定要鎮定地決解事項, 不要亂發
脾氣, 因為發脾氣是短暫的發瘋. 你想要做正常人還是小醜 (小丑) 呢?
<3 靜思語.
晚安
有一股情,
讓我回到了最熟悉的二家.
一踏入大門, 就看見一位熟悉的身影.
好懺悔在這新年時期沒找他談天.
好像環境沒有什麼不同,
可惜的是人已面目全非.
熟悉的影子也慢慢變少了.
那把嗓子也好像不一樣了.
好想念以前刻苦快樂的日子,
因為您,
才有信心勇敢的今天.
因為您,
認識了不少知已貴人.
因為您,
讓我看清這現實世界.
因為您,
讓我學習了一切一切.
因為您,
才有第一次.
親切的微笑,
謙虛的點頭,
快速的策劃,
努力的學習,
深感佩服啊.
想當年,
站著的我,
顫抖的手,
壓力龐大,
無可奈何,
真的不曉得怎麼挨過去的.
時間不倒流,
青春不等人,
知識學不完,
感覺不存在.
但,
我很肯定的是,
雖然離開了這個家大約三年了,
對您的這份愛依然存在,
此時,也答應了自己要在僑居地擅用音樂細胞.
您, 還需要進步哦,
真希望能出席您兩年一次的婚禮.
最後, 回憶只能收在腦海里,
歷史不重演,
人物會改變,
時間不會停,
但,
還是想念著以往用的12號小提琴,
你還在那兒嗎?
媽, 那好像是XX老師, 我們走過去打個招呼吧.
哈羅XX老師, 好久不見.
恩, are you XHwa ar?
Ya.
Aren’t you suppose to be fair?
O.O
媽, 為什麼大家都以為在外留學的人(澳洲)肯定會變"白"的呢?
恩, 我那裡的陽光強到真的不可思議. 雖然是四季, 但那裡的紫外線一樣這麼強,
我想變白都難叻, 反而變得更黑.
華, 那你就去晒成銅紅色吧. 鬼老最喜歡這種Asia女生.
@.@ 你是不是要我患上 Skin Cancer啊?
看看自己的膚色, 果然真的是比我還沒去澳洲之前來的更暗. 但, 並不在乎, 反而覺得這種顏色也不錯啊.
人家女生想要漂漂亮亮白白滑滑的皮膚, 這樣才能吸引男人的愛戴.
可是, 我只想要健康的身體.
老天爺, 請求您讓我度過難關吧, 讓我真的有痊癒的一天.
此時, 想念著遠方的你. 真的希望你現在過得很好. 不要再關閉自己啦, 出來見見世界吧, 朋友 =)
再過幾天, 我就要離開祖國了. 好懷念, 也很矛盾.
今年會做得更好的.
新年的第二天就快要過了,
時間真的不留人啊,
天氣也不領情,
冷氣又不想開,
結果汗流滿面.
雖然在這新年里沒有特別去計劃節目,
留在家裡或和朋友去拜年覺得很溫馨,
可能大家都好久沒見面了.
見到面, 就會想要問東問西,
可是, 不善於會話的我,
說起話來還瞞爛的.
要手腳比劃才能把一部分想表達的也給說出來.
近來, 和幾位朋友大約說出自己的心聲,
大家的處境都不一樣,
原來還有其他人還比我更不幸,
我應該要感恩叻.
恩, 朋友突然見說我不像以前的我,
可能是間好事吧.
做人不一定要時常都是老樣子,
有時一些變化可以改變自己心靈上的成才也不錯啊.
慢慢的, 習慣了自己所要的生活.
生活可以多姿多彩, 同時也可以很簡單,
到頭來, 都是自己的思想去決定每一樣事.
有時思想單純天真一下也很好,
無憂無慮, 自由自在的.
也是射手座的天性. 哈哈.
昨天和小學朋友聚會,
感覺好舒服好自在,
大家都很單純地開玩笑談天.
每一年一定有些不可思議的事情發生.
今年大家就做了一些犯法的事,
哈哈.. 是在沒辦法之下才這樣做,
真的瞞爽的. 謝謝你們給我這第一次.
其實, 我在煩自己學業上的事,
一直在問自己, 到底這是自己未來想要的生活嗎?
我不清楚, 也不想辜負大家.
同時, 真的很想在其他領域發展.
一定行的!
新年不想賭錢, 也不想一直往外出,
有時一個人靜靜地在思考也是一種享受啊.
不多寫了,
祝大家新年快樂,
天天開心 =)
当人有恶心的时候，
他的狐狸尾就会显示出来，
想把三只猪都把它们吃掉，
真的很毒与残忍。。。。。。
人，
就是到了妒嫉自私的境界，
什么都敢做，
也敢牺牲友谊。。。
这种人还是人吗?
简直是禽兽。。。。
不是吗？
路遥知马力，日久见人心。
这道理说得很对。
我只能像螃蟹一样，
不能插手，
不然就会被杀死，
又或者会变成红红的尸体，
等着人类去烧烤与吃。
心是疼的，
人会变的，
眼泪干了，
无可奈何，
那只能够，
双手合十，
一起祈祷，
世界和平。
p/s:
我好想念超人，
你在哪？
可以来救救我吗？
她好像也是自身难保。
加油超人
T.T
At last, I can breath freely after submitting my zao dao marketing assignment today. I always feel great after doing something that I have put a great effort on it. Hard work pays off right?
Well, I have one weird symptom which is whenever I feel great, relief or happy, I would always invite my friends on -------------- JOM, let’s go here and there to CARI MAKAN or let’s watch a movie, movie marathon perhaps or even let’s go to PD or XXX jungle, waterfalls impromptu to refresh oneself and relax. This is actually my weakness where I usually spend quite abit on treating my friends =.=
Well, actually I wanna post my past concert experience but my internet quota almost come to an end. Hence, I decided to post some random post since my fingers are gatal sangat. lolz
Well, back in Standard one, teachers always wanted us to write 我的自述, about me kind of essay. I always found it was kinda annoying and frustrating as I have to rewrite for dunno how many times. But now, I found it was rather interesting. wtf.. So now, pehhwa would like to write a cacat, non-essay about herself.
{ Everything written here is true from bottom of my heart }
_______________________________________________
| Name | Peh Hwa Wong |
| Eng Name | Winnie (named by mum since I was a baby) |
| D.O.B | 12/12/89 (Daddy is 0202) |
| Status | F/single |
| Origin | Malaysia |
| Current location | Australia |
| Instruments | Piano, violin, vocal, Chinese flute, recorder, guitar (chords shj =?) |
| Lucky Number | 12 |
| Fav Numbers | 2, 8, 12, 22, 25 |
| Fav Colours | Blue, purple, white |
| Fav Food | Sushi, lasagna, roti canai, lao su fon, food with cheese, home cook meals n food that is unique =) |
| Fav Beverages | Mineral water, real juices, good wine, good beers |
| Fav Moment | - Moment with family |
| Fav Chinese Songs | 流星下的愿,如果.爱，其实我不快乐，一千零一个愿望，只想一生跟你走，活在感恩的世界，你是我的眼，擦肩而过，属于，下一站天后，many many more |
| Fav Malay Songs | Bukan Cinta Biasa, Kembali, Belaian Jiwa, Kenangan Terindah, Mungkin Nanti, Melody, Gemilang, etc |
| Fav Eng Songs | My way, every song from Bee Gees, Frank Sinatra, B.J Thomas, Never had a Dream Come True, Disney songs, Fall for You, Wake me up once September ends, Say It Isn't So, Yesterday, Feelings, I Went to Your Wedding, Weddings, My Heart will Go OnPetula Clark's songs, San Francisco, How I mend a Broken Heart, Teardrops on My Guitar, Fearless, You and Me, Maybe, Heal The World, etc |
| Fav Fruits | Strawberries, durian, grapes, apples, bananas, pears, san cuk how to spell already ar? =.= |
| No of Husbands | 1st – violin 2st – rucksack 3rd – DSLR |
| Do you think you are weird? | YES, I am. Because I usually think and act differently from others =.=’’’ |
| What characteristic do you dislike? | Fake and arrogant people, people who is boastful, acting smart and too stingy |
| Fav Sports | Swimming, Badminton, Squash, Basketball, Ping Pong |
| Sports that I intend to focus more | Squash, Futsal, Golf |
| Hobbies | Drawing, Singing, Taking photos, Day dreaming, Sleeping, Editing pics, Laughing, Hang out with family and great friends, blow water, do some silly acts, dancing, etc |
| Animals that I scare | Cockroaches, Posionous animals, rats >.< |
| Mountain that you wish to climb | Mt Tahan, Mountains in Perak |
| Waterfalls that you wish to visit | Waterfalls in M'sia but most of it have to access via 4WD =( |
| Which country do you wish to visit | Asian countries, Africa & 3rd world countries |
| What do you wish to do the most | Contribute to the society |
| What would you do if someone you rarely know suddenly said "I Love U?" | If through cyber world, I would keep taking deep breath and feel kinda scare. If face to face, I might run immediately if he is totally a stranger for me. wtf.... |
| Do you love surprise | YES, I do but not on bad news pls |
| What are you doing at the moment? | Thinking and planning my schedules |
| Do you believe in first sight love? | Yea |
| Do you hook up easily? | Definitely not, sorry I am kinda fussy I know =p |
| Have you broken someone's heart | Yea, sorry =( |
| Who do you love the most? | My family and hubbies =) |
| Who do you wish to meet now? | Someone lo. Don't 8. |
| What is your dream? | Travelling in a very low budget or FOC perhaps with people I feel comfortable with, can I? |
| What do you wish to do now? | Go to a quiet, greenery and peaceful place and scream out loud loud.. Oops, would I scare of the birds? |
| What are you focusing on beside your major studies? | Photographing, Graphic Illustrating, Animation and photo editing. |
| Do you regret on what you are doing now? | Nope, I feel grateful with what I have now =) |
| Who are you missing now? | Ying, Qiu & Lian. Feel like pinching their cheeks now =p |
| What do you hope to have now? | Diffuser, Tripod, better lens, good flash, hugs hugs, Thicker Sweaters, my beloved Raleigh T-shirt, more Time & $$ |
| If you can go back to the past, which year or moment would you be? | I don’t want to go back. I want to stay at the present =) |
| Do you think you are an invisible human? | Yes, I am. I would always disappear in a blink of eyes without notifying anyone. You can try blinking now >.< |
| Do you like clubbing? | Not really but I like to dance and go out with close friends to have fun. |
| Do you have crush on someone? | Nope |
| Do you hope to find someone that you love? | Why not, dude? |
| What instruments do you wish to learn? | Flute, Clarinet, Cello |
| Are you a shy girl? | Yes, I am. I realize that I get really shy whenever speaking with strangers. wtf. |
| Do you hope for miracle? | Perhaps. But everything still depend on one’s effort. |
| If you have the chance to learn music, what do you wish to complete? | ATCL – piano {damn, I have learnt those songs but in the end, I gave up} Grade 8 – Violin {Damn as well = same as piano} Grade 8 – Theory {Argh.. far far behind jor =( } |
| What do you hope to become in the future? | Designer, Freelance Photographer, Backpacker, Accountant, Freelance Musician, Teacher & a great MAMA =) |
| Which superpower do you wish you have? | Able to read one’s mind |
| Are you a last-minute freak? | YES, I am. Should I be proud of myself? =.= lolz.. |
| Why aren’t you sleep now? | Because my mind is damn active now….. Should I sleep now? |
| Ask you for the last time, do you want to sleep now or become uglier? | Ok ok … I sleep lar, sorry anonymous =.+ |
Basically, just rambling around. Sorry for the freaking 38 post. Nite nite =)
p/s: Do you know why I highlighted the last 6th row from the bottom? Because I was way too disappointed on myself for not giving it a try. But but but but, I was way too stressed and busy at that moment =( However, I would never give up on it. Yes, saya boleh!
大约六点，
We were greeted with 4 "angels??" at the main entrance
We were "syok" by the artistic front and back cover of the menu
We were drooling and craving for delicious food
Above drinks and food were what we have ordered. We have Italian Cappuccino, Italian Latte, Hot Chocolate and brownies. All the food and beverage were delicious ^^
Enjoy it =)
Enjoying my music of course ^^ swt!
Sorry to have a wrong perception on you guys.
We come to love not by finding a perfect person,
but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.
