23 December 2008

Silence is golden

Hei Shen La Hei Shen La
Handphone alarm was ringing
I was awake from a blur night
Head was lighted due to some alcohol in my blood
Hope that I could sleep longer but I can't put off my plan

Walking alone at the strange street
Talking to a bunch of strangers who wanted to cheat my money
Brain must be alert always and malay must be fasih

Took 3 hours drive to the north
along the way,
my butt was darn pain due to the bad road condition and long journey
but I never give up and still went on

Reached the town and saw a lot of strange faces,
taxi driver wanted to cari untung by potong leher saya
luckily I tried to reduce to minima
but still it was not worth at all cos I myself have to sewa the whole car.

the journey of wondering in the jungle was great
but I can't share with anyone beside myself
I saw many wooden houses beside the street and on the hill
waving with the kids make my day bright
talking to them make me smile more
I love them alot
though I am not good at conveying myself,
I love to communicate with them,
to know more about them.

Today the weather was not really good,
I was wet with no umbrella with me,
I love this kind of feelings,
I have fallen in love with the rain,
the wind was darn strong and the thunder was darn loud,
if I stepped wrongly,
I could end up in the rough sea.

back to Kk wondering around again.
I have walked to 4 shopping malls in a short period of time,
my main purpose was not to shop but to see the interior though their locations were darn far apart,
I enjoyed walking though my knee caps were still weak and pain,
I enjoyed looking at people' expression especially they were from different background and races,
murut, kadazandusun, malay, chinese, rungus & dusun
it was an awesome experience.

Though I was alone,
I never give up myself,
I must go on and achieve my dream,
I am glad to have such an opportunity to reap my profit,
my parents always encourage me,
my dear friends always at my side.

Though I am still weak in expressing,
I never give up myself,
I must do what should I do,
I am glad to be here.

Last but not least,
I am glad to know you,
it is you who made me realise my passion and dreams,
it is you who give me a ring in my mind,
it is you who had thought me the life,
it is you who give me inspire to success in life,
it is you who give me courage indirectly to conquer the mountain,
it is you who made me so daring,
however,
my heart is still weak,
I feel unsecure when wondering the street alone,
I feel lonely eating, walking, sleeping, thinking and playing.

God gave us the strength to success,
We shall fully utilize it but not exploit it,
things are not always what you want and what you have,
be grateful and take life as a challenge,
always trust yourself with no second thoughts,
everyone can succeed.

kumbayah

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