Bright day XD

Well, at last I have peace to blog. Lately, I felt over-stressed on my studies. Hence, It made me simply crapping here and there. Sorry, cos sometimes I really can't stand the pressure. It was too heavy for me to take the responsibility. However, I can't just give up like that, my family and relatives have high expectation on me. I can't afford to make them disappointed.

Many people may say they study hard is just for the sake of their parents. So, what do you think about that statement? In my opinion, we study is for the future, it is not for the happiness of our parents only. Why we hope for high ranking in the future? This is to have better salaries and living standard. Isn't right?

How about this? We live for eat or we eat for live? For me, music is more important than everything. Without it, my mind will be messy and I can't find my soul back. Everyone has their own point of view and some have contradict ideas. They may say they live happily or they are poor. But actually they are not. Why can't people be "知足"? Why they are so greedy? Why they are so selfish?

这地球﹐来来往往和我们擦身而过的人何其多。有没有想过﹐其实每个人背后﹐都有自己的故事﹖有时﹐我们应该停下来﹐才能看到每个人都有一个共同点﹕活下去…

The main reason I were quite down recently was because of my exam result. My results sucks >.< I were not sad because I got that low marks, I were sad because why can't I do the question, why can't I think of the solution, why can't I have enough time to complete them. Haiz.. But anyhow, I must work harder from now onwards. I could not afford to see bad results again. Gambateh!!!

Today, my acc teacher suddenly ask me :" Are you from Chan Wa"?
I were quite shocked and at first thought that I heard wrongly. Hehe.. Don't tell me the teacher was ex student from Chan Wa. But then, if it was true, there was not a big deal, as I can know that she was from chinese education.

Well, tomorrow is holiday. Do I have enough time to finish my hw, I doubt it. Haiz.. Today I have used some time to edit and give my blogspot a new fresh look. How is it? Pls give some comments. Besides, I have roughly planned my travel destination. Thx to drew for borrowing me the guide book. The content is so details. I shall explore myself in no time. Really looking forwards to it XD

Frankly, I am enjoyed the feeling of being alone, being myself. I should be grateful with what I have now. If I fall down, I would stand up again but this time would become stronger, more knowlegable to face the challenging world with caution and better understanding. When I have made a mistake, I will not be sad, but I will take it as a lesson so that in the future, I would try to avoid the same mistake from happening. Me so damn happy and satisfy now. I hope that I can fly high to somewhere more peaceful.

要活得有意义。。并不难。。只是。。每个人对“意义”的价值观都不一样。。
这就是最难的地方。。我的人生中。。无论是过去或现在。。都有很大差别。。现在的我，积极努力希望在我有生之日

Here, I would like to specially thank my Guru for teaching and advising me on Buddha stuffs. Most of the time, I am listening to Buddha songs. It made me feel fresh and really damn calm. Is that any healing power within it? Just feel really curious about it. It is a miracle =D



After watching the clip, I felt touched and at the same time felt sorry to my parents. My friend even cried out.. What I have learnt are their contribution and what they have sacrificed in order to make sure our growth are never can be repayed. Even though children kill themselves or make anything to repay their parents' contribution, it would never be happened. What can we do are to study hard and don't make them disappointed. Daddy and Mama, I promise that I will do my best. I will bring comfort and happiness for you XD