Missing pieces

Hollow,
a word that I can describe.

Empty,
a word that I am having now.

Lonely,
a word that I can express.

Lately, I don't know why. I really don't know why. I just can't control myself. I force myself not to close my eyes, I force myself to keep my mind shut, I force myself to stop thinking, but.......

I........................ am speechless.

I have become introvert for these few days. Every minute, my mind flies away. My soul has missing to nowhere. I am searching back my spirit.

My heart is pain. My heart is crying hard. Arrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggghhhhhhhhh!!!
What is the problem? Sorry guys, it would be better to keep it to myself. Don't worry me =D