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I have fallen in love with you the first sight I saw you,
I have feeling towards you since then,
I have good impression on you since then,
I like your style,
I like your scent,
I like your smile,
You are just a simple and nice guy that I seek for.

I can't believe I have fallen in love with you,
the first sight is not important for me anymore,
sincerity and truthness are far more being implied,
Love someone is complicated for me,
I don't know how to love, how to care well, how to maintain the relationship.

I am careless,
I am noob,
till it slips off from my fingers easily in no time.

Now,
I am alone standing at the high hill,
waiting to fly to leave this unsightful scene.

I am really enough of it,
I am very very tired to love him,
I am sick of it,
I am restless,
I have become weaker since then.

However, I must change for myself to be a better person,
to help people whenever it needs,
to forget the past,
to welcome the future with an open hands and mind.

Can I really do it?
Do you have faith in me?

Now, I would like to wish you and your new coming pretty gal,
all the best and good luck.