No secret between us

Yeah, tomorrow is Friday. I love Friday since Secondary school. This is because is my HAPPY FRIDAY. No matter how happy or how sad am I, I always looking forward to this day. Besides, I miss my family and friends very much as I did not go back for 2 weeks already. I am homesick >.<

Haiz, when thinking about studies, I am damn emo. Always try hard to concentrate in class especially math n spec math, but I fail to do so. Those concepts are so damn confusing and complicated. Can I just run away? No no no, I am not that type of person who like to avoid problem. Haiz... I have to face it. Stop talking about studies, I want peace.

Frankly, I am quite sad as I can't join the expedition to Sabah for around 3 months where the participants need to live in the jungle and come close to the nature and animals. Cool, I really don't know why when I come close to the nature, my mind would in peace. I will just concentrate about the details in the jungle rather thinking about my problems. Well, I am obssessed with tress and natural environment. Back to the expedition thinggy, can you imagine you do not take bath for 3 months? Haha... It is damn syok-ing. All my seniors did it. It is truth-worthy a valuable experience which I can't get easily. Haiz... what for say so much syok sendiri stuffs. I also can't go. Time constraint problem. Next year no need to say more. Haiz... I hope once I came back from Australia, I will join the expedition. Not to say Sabah, I want to join expedition to Costa Rica, India and Namibia as well. I really can't wait for it. Damn I am so happy when thinking I am standing in the jungle. I don't mind to be alone there as long as there are no dangerous animals suddenly come out to attack me.. LOL..WTF.

Well, stop bugging on environment. Back to reality. Well, I feel proud of my friend as her dream has come true. She is so xin fu now. Really feel happy for her. God bless you all.

Haha.... Tomorrow sure will have a fun day again cos hanging out with a strange
combination of people. Haha.. No la, it is best buddy and someone. I really don't know why can be happy when she is around. Although she might treat me as normal friend only, but in my heart, she is my best buddy. May be I have not much choice to choose my trusted friend. Hopefully our true friendship would last forever. Waiting for pillow to pillow talk, erm.... perhaps let's have a pillow fight. XD.......

Damn it, I am damn lazy now. Lately quite stress up with my studies. I think I am almost the last in my class. Should I be proud of that? How come my result will be like that? WTF.............

Calm down gal XD.... Sorry to my parents as they need to fork out a large sum of money to accomodate me. Sorry, I sure will study harder and would not let you guys feel disappointed. I can't afford to fail another time. I must buck up if not I would beat my own backside. LOL.... Haha...

What you see now is I copy and paste from my Xanga blog. That's why all my sentences are in mess. I just freely write about anything that I feel, I touch, I think, I learn, I know, etc.............

Sorry for my obsence words.