irreplaceable

I am kinda bored with my blog recently. Perhaps my layout made me feel uncomfortable as I seriously don’t like it much plus all my 38 posts. But who cares right? I am just writing to myself. Due to my freaking slow line, I have lost my interest in blogging as well. lolz.

Today I went to watch “THE PROPOSAL”. I have to postpone my plan of watching Transformer 2 to next week =(

Well, the most successful part in this movie which I think should be the hilarious Sandra Bullock and the handsome Ryan who have made themselves the funny couple eventually. Well, the story line is kinda common but I love Sandra a.k.a Margaret Tate because of her clumsiness and sense of humor.  I admired women who are just be who they are without really care how clumsy they are, how ugly they are, how stupid they are, how short they are, how many disadvantages they have. Just be who you are. I know women love to portray good image or look decent in front of guys. This is a sensible act but if one who overreacts or just faking oneself, how would they look like if the couples are married or become even closer after a puppy love period of fake impression? Wouldn’t it be more torment for both parties later on?

After some thinking, I do believe that L.O.V.E  this kind of thing could have “happy forever” ending if one really appreciates what one has without over neglecting or grumbling about one’s life. I have learnt my lesson and hopefully I would be more mature and well-handled in the future. =) Thinking back and reread my old old posts, I was way too silly and naive in the past.

Well, the most important thing I have learnt so far is patience. In all walks of life, we would easily meet people who are not easy going, bad temper, selfish or self-centred,  but there is always a solution for it. PATIENCE is the main key. Whenever people wanna take advantage on me, I would just let them go ahead although I myself might rugi. I believe that they just wanna have some pride, have some sense of success, why not let them be? Everyone is my friend, I truly appreciate everyone. What I want is just peace on everyone. No enemies, No hatred, No jealousy, isn’t it better? But sometime, said is easier than done. In this reality world, things are always not what we want or wish for and it is unpredictable. I learn to GIVE & TAKE as I believe everyone should has a chance to do what they like, deserve what they should have.

Oh no, thought of writing the movie review but ended up ranting all my thoughts. All in all, APPRECIATION is what I realize I have misunderstanding the meaning previously. But now, I think I get the meaning. I would not easily give up my own life. Live to the fullest =)

My ratings: 7/10

Recently I am busying watching dramas and movies =.= I watched Heroes Season 3, Gossip Girl S1, Zhu Kong Poh Hei and a few English movies. There are way too many dramas and movies in my comp now although there might be OUTdated for you guys. I would like to thank my friend who shares all these with me. Yea, Movie freak is ready to gear up her tools to the next level =.=

Well, the swine flu’s spreading news is getting on my nerve. It is quite similar with the zombies movies that I watched which is kinda freaking me out actually. Hopefully there is a cure for it.

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Today I bought this shirt.

Well, it sounds contradict isn’t it? When do I have become a shopaholic? lolz.. If you know me well, I love to do things which is kinda ironic between the two forces. Cannot meh? So, if you insist of asking me to do things that I dislike, I might do things that beyond your imagination. If I say I am sad, do you believe me? Do you still trust me? kinda crappy now =.= All in all, my friends always complain that they really can’t understand what I want, what am I thinking. Yea, cos I love to play hide and seek. There is no point to say out all my worries because till now, I hardly can find people who I can really trust. Why not let just bury it and after sometimes, I would forget what are the worries. Just wanna be a happy me =D

I have many outings pics to upload but yea lazy. Sometimes I am wondering should I keep my promise or just open my heart? I am seriously a fussy gal on certain things and still sitting on the fence. I can’t feel any special feelings and not ready at all, pls don’t force me k? Just let me be who am I. It is irreplaceable =.=

walala. Crap way too much stuffs. Cioz lar.

makan makan. nasi lemak, roti canai, hor fun, dan tan, siew pau. yummy yummy