Holiday mood??

Well, after went to yam cha with chee seng them, i feel more tired. At first, I plan to watch movie series but now I have changed my mind. Everday, I keep thinking where can i go during this holiday. Then find out that actually I have nowhere to go besides my own home. I wish I can relax and meet with my old friends since we all long time didn see each other. Really longing to see them, gossiping, chatting with them.
I feel that studying in Taylor really quite boring compared to secondary life. At here, we all just keep studying and taking exam almost every week. It makes me almost out of breath. I need time to rest. It seem that we all rushing in order to finish the syllabus and have abandoned the meaning of fun in college life. There are many societies here, but are there all are active? I have been longing to join music club quite some time, but till now there is no any activity that I can participate. Too sad to say that even choir club also dying away. What sort of college life is this? I am quite worried I will be a bookworm one day. Sometimes the heavy workload of homework really burden me alot. I am a slow thinker, so it is difficult for me to think so many time in a short period of time.
Although all our classmates can consider quite mischievous and playful, do we all really united and enjoy everything together? Now, I am learning to adapt the life here but I hope that the situation can be better. But I am happy to know a few good friends that can share and play together. I hope we all can open our mind and heart, be a one happy family.