Empty with air

Well, today is Monday. It is my big day for theory examination and now it has over.
When I woke up this morning, my throat, neck and back were so damn pain. Most probably I did not sleep well. Now I still can feel the pain but want to blog first XD

When I was sitting for the 3 hours test, I felt really dizzy and headache. I can't really concentrate well but kept on forcing myself to check the answers. The test paper was quite easy than what I had expected. Hopefully I can get the King Robinson Award :D

After the test, I walked to Parkson to have breakfast and wait for my dad. While walking I felt myself swaying under the hot sun. My vision became blur, I felt like vomitting, but I kept on controlling myself as I was walking at the middle of the busy road. Luckily I was safe. After having breakfast, I felt more uneasy, more headache, the feeling of my throat as if wanna explode. When I try to swallow the food, the pain of my throat was unbearable. Still have 20 minutes before my dad arrived, I really can't tahan as I feel like want to pengsan. Without delay, I quickly walked to the train station and took the train back to Batang Benar.

The journey from KGV to Parkson and in the train, I have obeserved alot of human different acts. No one is perfect. From their appearance, I roughly can guess how are their personalities. Don believe? huh? Ask my friends lo.

Still thinking about anthropology career. Hmm.. Am I choosing the right path as an accountant?

Lately I have become more and more passive. I don't like to hang around wasting time in shopping mall. I prefer to go to somewhere peaceful alone that can write my own
life journal. The reason why I become passive is unknown. Just like to be myself, do my own stuffs and of course observing the lifestlye of ppl.

PehHwa, PehHwa, why are you so weak recently? Nah.. I am always strong outside. Although crying hard in my heart, I still can bear the pain. No pain no gain ma. Want to find someone to xu ku is a very hard job for me. It is same as the barisan nasional big loss in the election. When you are great and talented, ppl like you. They will always stick with you. When you make them bu shuang or they think you have no use for them, they will avoid you. Pls tell me, is life like that? I really don want to make my parents to worry.

God, pls send someone that have true heart to be friend with me, willing to listen to my inner world. I hate FAKER.