I can do it!

Oh crap, I can't fall asleep. After revising my spec maths, many thoughts just keep flowing in and make me can't take a deep breath. Just now lying on the bed thought of wanna sleep, but I just keep turning here and there, wasting my time.

My greatest fear is my community project. How am I going to do with just 2 active members? Besides, I need to concentrate on my studies as well. Am I going to do all the things by myself? Finding multi sponsers for fundraising, issue letters to authorities, run here and there for donation? My body cannot split, furthermore, my dad quite opposes me for doing stuffs that are beyond my studies compound. I am fear that I can't complete the project within the limited time. Somemore I am committee for music and choir clubs. There is an inter-fundraising event in July as well. I am not neglecting my work, just need some space to breath and have a break.

Luckily my best buddy, lappy is here with me. If not I would die for music and companion. There is really no one that I can talk too. I am agreed that mostly friends like us to share happiness with them. However, for troublesome stuffs or sad stories, they tend to avoid from contacting onself. Hence, I shall comourflage myself. Isolate myself to be with the natural. Thanks lappy for being my loyal fan to accompany me during my ups and downs. >.<

When thinking about tress and hills, it really calm me alot. What the heck PehHWa, always go here and there, no need to study ar? This is the common words that I got from my friends, well, of course I am busying with my hw, but we need to have leisure as well. My leisure is not on wasting my money on unnecessary stuffs or shop like mad. You can say I am weird if you want. Because I am going to touch the forests again. Forests are my 2nd house beside my real home. I love my houses alot. I rather spend few hours exercising or sweating out than watching tv or chatting nonsense. Haiz, my result already so &_& which kena critic by teachers several times. Why should I care? Whateverlah!

All in all, take a deep breath and just do your best in your spec math tomorrow arh!!!!!

P/s: I have tutup kedai for one day for maintainance. Now, kedai reopen. Nak beli apa? Perkataans atau share?