Flying without you

Immersed into my own world,

seeing things that I should not see,

listening conversation that I should not listen,

looking at your smile make me wonder,

but you are smiling at her cheerfully and sweetly,

chatting happily and following suit on her preferences.

Heart is sinking, bleeding continually,

teardrops on my table and pillow,

making the world curious on me,

am becoming weirder as the world could say.

Raining impulsively internally,

freezing cold in the air,

enjoying the feelings of silence,

feeling happy to see everyone's happy,

smiling cheerfully make my day brighter,

conquering everything that it may come,

without giving up my own life.

Without one earphone,

there would be an emptiness feelings aroused,

undesirable feelings with chilies sauce on it.

Thx God for giving me every obstacle with lots of great experiences.

I treasured you.

Amithabha.

p/s: Just simply scribbling. This time round really damn cacat as I have no inspiration at all and I have forgotten lots of vocabulary. That's why the order and everything is kinda messy without aiming to one direction.

There is no internal meaning or whatsoever =)

Cheers ~

Love, PehHwa