waves, birds, panflute

When I feel like crying, I would always like to write anything that I think or feel at that moment in words on paper or in my own private blog. But today, I feel like sharing.

Uni life would be starting on next week, kinda looking forward to it as wishing time could pass even quicker. Sometimes, I feel that I am stuck in nowhere.

Yea, today I went for Choir rehearsal. Started to feel kinda stress because those Italian, Neapolitan pronunciation really confusing me plus with the freaking fast rhythm & high pitching notes. Concert would be in less than 3 weeks, hopefully I could cope up with that.

Well, have been reading a few of my friends' blog about their romantic stories. Seriously, I feel touched with their fascinating love stories especially when both of them are currently apart geographically for a long time. They meet only during sem break and this has made their love relationships build even stronger because they know what appreciation is. How lovely they are. Even famous bloggers such as Kyspeak and his gf are in the same situation.

Yea, I admit that I do admire and sort of feeling jealous. Sometimes, when you feel lonely, you would want to do lots of activities to occupy your time. But after all these activities have over, you are back in square one.

This doesn't mean that I should find my partner. I miss my family and dear friends badly. I need their care, who doesn't? Things that have lost in connection make me feel more sorrow.

Thinking back, things are actually very very simple. Why that would be the ending? Pretty hard to describe, talk, express.

Today there was a graduation ceremony in Uni. As I walked pass every corner, I could see people who were wearing black hat and coat walking happily with their loved ones (family and friends). Hope that all my loved ones including besties would attend my graduation in few years times. Could they? T_T

Papa, Mama, siblings, all my dear friends especially Sapo, really miss u badly. Hope that you would take care of yourself.

Couldn't continue...........

Youtube doesn't work,
Facabook uploading thinggy couldn't work well,
Don't have tripod to continue doing my own stuff,
Don't have someone to talk to,
Don't have true kakis to hang out,
Don't have your even one hello ever.

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