Mother nature, I need u

Don’t know how to describe my feelings. It is mixed I could say. Am trying hard to be more optimistic. But surely not emo-ing. Sometimes, I do wish I could be richer (in term of having enough of money to pay off something else). But definitely not about buying luxury phones, accessories. Lately, education fees from private institution is increasing like no one business. They pay more attention on environment instead of quality of students/teachers. It could argue that environment need to be comfy before having to produce more quality students. But what if unnecessary stuffs are added on? In the end, it burdens the students’ parents. We as a consumer (student) have to pay a freaking high sum of money just to get a cert. But, is everything that we learnt would be applied in reality life? i doubt that. Anyway, I would try to save as much as possible to help with the expenses, it’s not mine though.

 

Today I went cycling with my dad. Cycled on my grandma’s bicycle brought back lots of memories to me. Grandma used to cycle to everywhere she could reach and she loved to help people even though she has not much money left or was sick. And the bonus point was she has a beautiful vocal that I admired the most.

 

Looking back what I have gone through for the past few weeks, I could say it loudly that I still prefer to do something that is related to the mother nature. I like sports, mountain climbing, get sweaty, and talk to the nature the most. It bring peace to me. There is no need to face the ironic world although it’s just a temporary one. Furthermore, I dislike to go a really crowded place unless I go with a bunch of great friends. I prefer to have a social communication with friends where yamcha/ a simple dinner would do. Knowing more about friends’ great stories are better than dancing in a club where those hamsup loh keep trying to touch the girls. (makan taufu lo) I just couldn’t find real happiness in there and again, it would be totally different if there are great friends to hang along. Great friends doesn’t mean people who like to party/drink/eat/talk craps, it’s more into someone that could interact freely. Even a minute of silence, wouldn’t give embarrassment to each other.

 

Looking at the beauty of mother nature making me wanna touch them right now. Awwww…………… I am not good enough and yet am speechless once more.