Be extraordinary

Current mood is SCARED.

Don’t know how to describe yet feel like moving my fingers around instead of sticking my eyes to the notes. Can’t stand with the sudden overloading information due to time constraint. I takut la don’t have sufficient time to revise the following 2 subjects which are going to happen the day after tomorrow & tomorrow each. Alamak, bagaimana? Anyhow, I am trying very hard not to feel panic/confused/frustrated/angry/38/hatred. I feel quite peaceful now yet my heart beat is still jumping freaking fast. Action speaks louder than words. Hopefully I could manage to cover all the topics within these 2 days. Personally don’t like to study when I am tired, because it is pointless to do so. It would just be flowing in and flowing out, geddit? LOL

Feel like rambling much! But better sleep now so that tomorrow I could wake up early to continue my stuffs. Hahaha. My friends praised my computer’s internal memories, ramb and don’t know what what what is 4gb, and what what what 3 which is superb fast and efficient for games playing especially. I bought this computer at dealer’s price thanks to my super friend & the main purpose of having high graphic and performance so that I am able to install photoshop. kerana I memang nak learn the software by myself. LOL

ok, memang nak tidur. sooooo many ppl going to UK to study. Bukan satu, tapi lebih kurang ada 5 org. Dan yang dah sana macam dah exceed 10. So good and so envy that their parents could afford them to study oversea T____T Though I don’t actually spend my parents’ money, I feel obliged to study hard and at the end, I would like to contribute back to my country and fully utilize my own capability to do something back to the community kat tanah air. No racism, I just mao M change for betterment. Can I do that? Am I dreaming big? Or am I just saying? No, I am serious. Though many negative issues have been risen lately, we are still Malaysians who are unique & distinct nation from other countries. Love yourself, do something – be extraordinary!