past makes me fonder of everything

Suddenly have the urge to blog a proper travelling post until I clicked VIEW on the video which I made for my Taiwan internship, kaboom, don’t feel like editing pics anymore. just wanna have a night of silent by reflecting my past.

Life goes on, I moved on, yet sometimes it’s a good way for distressing by looking back on what you have done when you were young. I was  once a naïve and naughty girl. Through experiencing ups & downs, people could change… bla bla bla

Nah, not going to narrate my stories.

Recently, I have the urge to get back to music life, to no avail, I am not capable to do it alone. Often whenever I am watching Glee, or doing my homework, watching a live music performances, watching street artists singing, etc. My heart was moved by the melodious tune and eagerly trying to revive the old music passion in myself. Perhaps, the passion is always there, but physically incapable due to surrounding circumstances. Hence admiration arises, frequent dreaming of being a performer, but still, trying hard by taking one step behind to prevent myself from building castle in the air. 

This year in particular, I have many serious thoughts about my path yet the clueless me still couldn’t find any answer to resolve it. The feelings is odd and I have no idea what to do but to do the things that I should do. I am glad that there are some great friends who are willing to listen to my stories though the answers could be ambiguous and uncertain. I do appreciate the effort.

Hope, is highly unlikely that it would fall to the ground by itself. One shall make some efforts to make it come true. Betrayal? Runaway? Stick to the same thing for the rest of my life? Or do the things I like?