"Anyone who wants to have some prayer, pls come to my left side. Those who have broken heart, family problems, something that hurts you before which you would like to heal and let's made this 2009 a cherish year to be remembered ............ "
Without any warning, my vision suddenly become quite blur with hot water rushing out. I was astonished as what's on earth am I weeping in the church? What the hell was happening? Why should I have tears?
"Hey, do you need some prayers?"
"Har, what's that?"
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I am speechless as I really can't believe I would be like that. Something spiky inside my heart suddenly bursting out without warning. I was holding her hands and she made some prayers.
My wish =
Dear God,
I do not fancy about anything as long as I am strong always and everyone I loved is as fit as a fiddle by the grace of God.
My friends, currently I have deeply fallen in love with my place although I haven't found any accommodation yet.
Walking and walking everyday,
without knowing what's the time,
without knowing where am I,
just walking and looking up the sky,
let the strong UV shining on my skin,
hopefully I would not get cancer,
listening to the birds chirping, the wind blowing,
it calms my mind and made me alive.
Life is just a story,
written by everyone of us,
I hope I would write a very interesting story book,
with lots of ups and downs which are waiting for me to discover,
to made it unique and full of drawings which are pending to be approved.
Everyone has a kind heart,
I hope that one day I would made the world a special one,
to made you feel proud of me,
to feel your heartbeat once more,
could feel your breath once more.
I am waiting to become the one and only the one of you.
My mind has a very wonderful imagination,
I can see the beautiful tress behind the valley,
hoping that you are with me always,
looking at the moon and touching far of the sky.
Love made us stronger, braver,
I shall make use of it with courage,
seeking for wonderful friends,
let's made this world full of love,
helping, managing together.
I am still waiting for the moment,
I am still waiting to make a different,
I am still waiting to be the one.
____oops____ I am too immersed with my own world. Shall not write too much.
without knowing what's the time,
without knowing where am I,
just walking and looking up the sky,
let the strong UV shining on my skin,
hopefully I would not get cancer,
listening to the birds chirping, the wind blowing,
it calms my mind and made me alive.
Life is just a story,
written by everyone of us,
I hope I would write a very interesting story book,
with lots of ups and downs which are waiting for me to discover,
to made it unique and full of drawings which are pending to be approved.
Everyone has a kind heart,
I hope that one day I would made the world a special one,
to made you feel proud of me,
to feel your heartbeat once more,
could feel your breath once more.
I am waiting to become the one and only the one of you.
My mind has a very wonderful imagination,
I can see the beautiful tress behind the valley,
hoping that you are with me always,
looking at the moon and touching far of the sky.
Love made us stronger, braver,
I shall make use of it with courage,
seeking for wonderful friends,
let's made this world full of love,
helping, managing together.
I am still waiting for the moment,
I am still waiting to make a different,
I am still waiting to be the one.
____oops____ I am too immersed with my own world. Shall not write too much.
All in all,
I am waiting my seniors to come back so that we have wonderful supper together.
I am still a Buddhist. Amithabha
p/s: Sorry guys for not updating anything. I am too engrossed with my own world as I have found the place where I wanted to be for now. Thanks God. Will update more soon.
MIss my family, relatives and all my friends.
Nite
